I am sorry I haven't been online very long for a while.
I have been in IV training in the Pharmacy at the hospital.
It's been very stressful.
I was called into the office today and told I will have to find another job in the hospital or leave in 6 weeks.
I failed the IV training.
Or LACK of!!!!!
They expect you to know this going in I guess.
The training I got did not cover what I needed to know to do it by myself and since I cant, I was told I have had all the training they can provide and I will have to find another position within the hospital possibly or move on.
I could go back to retail maybe, but I burnt some bridges at a couple of chains years ago. I guess they were nice enough to give me till mid october to find something but I am severely BUMMED!!!!!!!
I bawled and embarrassed myself on top of it.
I don't even really care about that.
I am numb right now, with the occassional tear falling. In between the actual crying. I am trying hard to see it for what it was. It was VERY stressful and a lot of very hard people to deal with.
But I worked so hard to get the certification and thought I had finally found where I would work for years. I have been there approx. 8 months.
I was committed to making it work despite some of the people I worked with.
They asked me ( the 2 that I talked with today ) what I would do if I had to make a "Reopro" by myself tonight. Those in the medical field may know what this is. Although NO one has ever told me how to make it, somehow I should just instinctivly know this. WTFFFF!!!
I don't know what they want from me?
Obviously nothing now, but how do you learn if you are not taught???????
I am so confused and stressed out.........
I "get to" keep my job for another 6 weeks but this is going to be so humiliating because I am sure everyone knows. Gossip is hot there.
I am going on vacation saturday to Myrtle Beach and I only work friday between now and then and I don't even want to go back but I guess I have to. It will look a lot better if I have a job while I am looking for another.
Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me!
I'm gonna need some extra help here.
I have been in IV training in the Pharmacy at the hospital.
It's been very stressful.
I was called into the office today and told I will have to find another job in the hospital or leave in 6 weeks.
I failed the IV training.
Or LACK of!!!!!
They expect you to know this going in I guess.
The training I got did not cover what I needed to know to do it by myself and since I cant, I was told I have had all the training they can provide and I will have to find another position within the hospital possibly or move on.
I could go back to retail maybe, but I burnt some bridges at a couple of chains years ago. I guess they were nice enough to give me till mid october to find something but I am severely BUMMED!!!!!!!
I bawled and embarrassed myself on top of it.
I don't even really care about that.
I am numb right now, with the occassional tear falling. In between the actual crying. I am trying hard to see it for what it was. It was VERY stressful and a lot of very hard people to deal with.
But I worked so hard to get the certification and thought I had finally found where I would work for years. I have been there approx. 8 months.
I was committed to making it work despite some of the people I worked with.
They asked me ( the 2 that I talked with today ) what I would do if I had to make a "Reopro" by myself tonight. Those in the medical field may know what this is. Although NO one has ever told me how to make it, somehow I should just instinctivly know this. WTFFFF!!!
I don't know what they want from me?
Obviously nothing now, but how do you learn if you are not taught???????
I am so confused and stressed out.........
I "get to" keep my job for another 6 weeks but this is going to be so humiliating because I am sure everyone knows. Gossip is hot there.
I am going on vacation saturday to Myrtle Beach and I only work friday between now and then and I don't even want to go back but I guess I have to. It will look a lot better if I have a job while I am looking for another.
Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me!
I'm gonna need some extra help here.