If you have some good vibes to spare, please send some over! I am absalutely certain that the vibes and good thoughts a prayers I have got from my friends on TCS in the past have really made difference.
The thing is the my darling Pollýanna has to have yet another operation since she had develloped a new tomour and the vet wants to do it asap before it spreads, if it´s cancer, or before it turnes into cancer it´s still a "good" tumour.
I am so worried for her, she has had so many operations in her life, and after her last operation it took her 24 hours just to gain some conciousness, and couldnt walk for about 10 days. I am sooooo afraid that this time she just wont wake up, but at the same time I cant not let her have the operation.
I love her so much, she one of, if not THE most important person in my life, well one of 3 or so. I know I should be thankful for having had 9 years with her, and I knew fromt he start that cats dont live as long as humans, and she allmost died last year, I was so thankful for every recovery and every extra day with her, but I dont want this to be the time when I have to say goodbye, of course no time will be the time I am ready for that.
"My" vet is on maternity leave, and comes back on September 15th and I want to wait for her, instead of letting someone who doesnt know Pollýanna or her whole story, but I am afrait that will be too long.........
I am just so so so very sad, I just wanted to went and look for support, since you guys would understand. My s/o understands though how really much I love her, he would do everything he could for her.
The thing is the my darling Pollýanna has to have yet another operation since she had develloped a new tomour and the vet wants to do it asap before it spreads, if it´s cancer, or before it turnes into cancer it´s still a "good" tumour.
I am so worried for her, she has had so many operations in her life, and after her last operation it took her 24 hours just to gain some conciousness, and couldnt walk for about 10 days. I am sooooo afraid that this time she just wont wake up, but at the same time I cant not let her have the operation.
I love her so much, she one of, if not THE most important person in my life, well one of 3 or so. I know I should be thankful for having had 9 years with her, and I knew fromt he start that cats dont live as long as humans, and she allmost died last year, I was so thankful for every recovery and every extra day with her, but I dont want this to be the time when I have to say goodbye, of course no time will be the time I am ready for that.
"My" vet is on maternity leave, and comes back on September 15th and I want to wait for her, instead of letting someone who doesnt know Pollýanna or her whole story, but I am afrait that will be too long.........
I am just so so so very sad, I just wanted to went and look for support, since you guys would understand. My s/o understands though how really much I love her, he would do everything he could for her.