Hi guys, I wanted let you all know i am deploying for Iraq soon and I am mostly ok with it but today I'm not. It is one of those hard days for me... I am newly wed and have one semester left of my nursing school. I just adopted two kittens a few weeks ago... and this is what makes leaving hard.
This coming weekend I will go to Camp Ripley and fill out all my paperwork including survivor benefits and life insurance policies. I will be told what day I'm shipping out and the location. I will do this with no tears because I can't show emotion in front of those people. I am part of the 600+ minnesota national guard leaving to go "over there". I just joined a new unit and will know no one. Most days I can handle it, just not today.
My husbands parents want him to move in with them but won't except our new kittens. It's really his choice but I am so in love with my little babies, (and my handsome hubby) it adds so much pressure. Any one whos read my posts knows my little male has been ill and we've put so much time and money into him and to lose him and his sister along with my freedom is what is making me soooo sad today. If things at home could stay the same when I'm gone it would be so much easier for me. I don't want to bring them to the shelter I want them to grow old together.
Thankyou for listening to me, like I said; today is hard.
Jessy
This coming weekend I will go to Camp Ripley and fill out all my paperwork including survivor benefits and life insurance policies. I will be told what day I'm shipping out and the location. I will do this with no tears because I can't show emotion in front of those people. I am part of the 600+ minnesota national guard leaving to go "over there". I just joined a new unit and will know no one. Most days I can handle it, just not today.
My husbands parents want him to move in with them but won't except our new kittens. It's really his choice but I am so in love with my little babies, (and my handsome hubby) it adds so much pressure. Any one whos read my posts knows my little male has been ill and we've put so much time and money into him and to lose him and his sister along with my freedom is what is making me soooo sad today. If things at home could stay the same when I'm gone it would be so much easier for me. I don't want to bring them to the shelter I want them to grow old together.
Thankyou for listening to me, like I said; today is hard.
Jessy