RANT: This may make more sence to people who have read my past posts about my anxiaty stuff...
Ok, my bf has been on vacation for a week. Ive had a panic attack becase of this last monday. I should be completely thrilled because he is coming home on saturday. But im not. Its 3:15 in the morning, and i have a feeling that something is wrong. Or unrest. Or something just really weird. I feel kind of like i have built up energy that i cant get rid of. Almost like another panic attack coming on. Im getting so fed up with this, and how i cant handle anything anymore. Im terrified of school coming up, and being alone there. (joels going to and early collage program thing). Im tired of not being able to remember things like i used to, apparently thats from all the stress. But it is just terrible feeling like i cant do anything. I even feel like i cant ride in a car. Ive never had problems with any of these things before and i can not nderstand why all of the sudden im "scared" of everything. Well, i guess that it... rant over, heh.
Ok, my bf has been on vacation for a week. Ive had a panic attack becase of this last monday. I should be completely thrilled because he is coming home on saturday. But im not. Its 3:15 in the morning, and i have a feeling that something is wrong. Or unrest. Or something just really weird. I feel kind of like i have built up energy that i cant get rid of. Almost like another panic attack coming on. Im getting so fed up with this, and how i cant handle anything anymore. Im terrified of school coming up, and being alone there. (joels going to and early collage program thing). Im tired of not being able to remember things like i used to, apparently thats from all the stress. But it is just terrible feeling like i cant do anything. I even feel like i cant ride in a car. Ive never had problems with any of these things before and i can not nderstand why all of the sudden im "scared" of everything. Well, i guess that it... rant over, heh.