Where do I begin? We found this gorgeous kitty while camping and fell in love with her. She was a white siamese with the perfect color of blue eyes. Well one day we were playing with her and she got spooked, jumped and hit her head. Didn't think nothing of it just loved her and she was fine. About 2 weeks later she started having seizures. Didn't know what was going on. She would have one about every other night. I was devastated. She was my sweet baby girl whom I loved dearly. Finally I had enough took her to the vet they didn't know what was wrong with her. All tests were fine but came back that they thought she had feline leukemia. I didn't want to believe it. Not my baby. Well we had moved into a duplex and she had her own room cause of her seizures and meds weren't working. The day came when I noticed her tongue was bleeding, I immediately took her to the vet and they said she bit her tongue deeply. And would require stitches and surgery to fix it. While they went out of the room, I had to make a decision that would affect me the rest of my life. I decided instead of making her suffer anymore seizures that she needs to be an angel in heaven and wait for me. I told the Doc when he walked in and he was taken back and agreed with me. The hardest part was they gave her the shot in my arms and I felt her soul leave. I cried so hard. I still think about her everyday. She was my first baby. It took me 7 years to get another cat. I was hesitant on anymore babies. But the funny thing is, I missed two days of work. I know this sounds strange and weird, but I felt her presence in a dream. She told me she was better and not in pain anymore. It put me at ease but the pain still remains today. I miss her sooooo much. I wish she was still with me.
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6/23/05 at 7:22pm