Yeah I'm feelin a bit down right now cuz I'm just thinking about all the things I do for my friends and don't even get a mere "Thanks for being there for me Axl." or even a moment where they can listen and hear me out when I'm in need. Heck I've done a lot for these people and they are never EVER there for me. I make little things for them and they never give anything to me. Am I being selfish by thinking these things? I mean I love giving things to people. I love just out of the blue making a slideshow for JaneMary because I enjoy giving. It just makes me happy to give things to people. But does it make me selfish to sometimes want to receive? I'm sorry it just seems a little awkward that my friends have never said anything like "Hey Axl want to go to the movies on friday? My treat." or anything like that. I'm sorry for wasting your time I just needed to let out a little steam.
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6/23/05 at 3:33am