Axl's Poetry

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Hope you don't mind me making my own lil thread..I just have quite a bit of poems to share cuz I LOVE to write soo here's two of my things.

"Forever Lost"
By: Lil Axl Gurl

No matter how many tears I cry,
none seem to remove the love I have,
for you.
Estranged plays in the background,
and I scream and shout,
dropping to the floor.
Days go by, it seems I have forgotten,
about you.
Then Estranged plays again,
and I am reminded,
about you.
My love for you returns to me.
It will not leave no matter how loud I scream.
I shout.
I cry.
I don't want to leave you.
I'd rather die.
I call you up begging to have you back.
Estranged plays in the background,
as you say "No."
You never loved me.
And my love for you, so well had I shown.
Estranged plays in the background,
as I lay on the floor.
Estranged plays in the background,
as my tears stream away.
Estranged plays in the background.
as I hear a knocking on the door.
I lay myself down again.
I don't want an enemy.
I don't want a friend.
I just want you love,
but we have come to an end.
Estranged plays in the background,
as the phone rings.
I lift myself up,
checking the caller ID.
I bring myself down,
seeing it's not you.
My head by the speakers.
Estranged plays so loud.
Estranged plays so clear.
Estranged is my way of saying,
that I want you here.
Have you gotten my message, love?
Do you hear it?
I'm missing you, love!
I need you to hear it!
This beautiful feeling, love.
With you I want to share it.
I'm sorry that I lied to you, love.
At least in the end,
I told the truth.
I thought honesty would bring us closer.
Apparently not to you.
Estranged still plays in the background,
and I still lay on the floor.
I close my eyes drifting away,
to a much happier place.
Happy I will never be again,
as yet another tear streams down my face.
I dream of you, holding my hand.
I dream of you, petting my cat.
I dream of us, sharing a home.
I dream of us, no longer alone.
Estranged plays again,
and I am brought back to life.
I cry more and more.
Screaming louder and louder.
Oh why did you leave me my love?
Was I not supportive enough?
Oh why did you leave me my love?
Did I break your trust?
You should know how bad you've broken my heart.
How bad you've torn me apart.
I can't believe I'm right back at start!
Did my love mean nothing to you?
Estranged plays in the background,
as I still grieve.
I feel you've taken away,
a piece of me.
Will I ever be myself again?
Or have I completely come to an end?
Will I ever again be me?
Estranged fades in the background,
as I think to myself.
Without you my love.
I am forever lost.


my poem about a shelter dog.

Where Am I now Mum?

By: Lil Axl Gurl

Where are we going now mum?
Are we going to the park to play?
Why didn't you invite bouncey ball?
You know I'd never let him get away!
Where are we going now mum?
Please don't say the vet.
You know I'm not sick mum.
Frontline got rid of my fleas and ticks!
Where are we going now mum?
Are we going to the store?
This time can I come in?
I've never been in there before!
Where are we going now mum?
I don't recall hearing about any dogshow.
I watch T.V. everyday,
So I'd be the first to know!
Why have we stopped mum?
What's with the leash?
Where are we now mum?
This doesn't look like the beach.
Why are we going in here mum?
I'm so cold and scared.
Why did you leave me here mum?
I thought you cared.
Will you come back for me mum?
I sure do miss you.
If you do come back mum,
please bring bouncey ball too!
They locked me in a cage mum.
That's something you never would do.
Please come back mum,
I miss dada too!
It's been a week mum,
and you're still not here.
This place is no fun,
and I'm so scared!
It's been three weeks mum,
I have been moved.
They put me with other dogs,
and people in uniform too!
Oh why did you leave me here mum?
I'm sorry I peed on the rug!
This place is no fun mum!
I'm sorry I chewed your shoes up!
Oh I'm sorry mum!
I'll never do it again!
Oh please comeback mum!
Just give me a second chance!
They're taking me away mum.
This table is so cold.
They're gonna give me a shot mum!
But I'm not sick and certainly not old!
Come back mum before it's too late!
Come..back..mum..before..it's..too...late..
Come...back...mum..before....it's...too...late.
Come...back...mum...it's...too...late...............
Where am I now mum?
 
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Before Jack Daniels Joey Kitty ended up in the humane society he was a stray. So in knowing this..I wrote this about him enjoy!!



"My Little JaJa"
By: Lil Axl Gurl

My little JaJa where do you come from?
Were you ever scared?
Did you feel no one cared?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Were you always starved?
Did home feel so far?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Were you always a stray?
Did you wander for days?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Did you wander the cities?
Did you beg for Friskies?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Did the kids throw rocks?
Did you hide in a box?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Were you scared of the rain?
Were you scared of the people on main?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Did the people wish you dead?
Did they bend down and caress your head?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Did you have a little name?
Or were you just “That cat on main!�
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Were you exhausted everyday,
From straying so far away?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Did you have a master before me?
Or were you always on the streets?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
When they caught you did you fight?
Or did you see them as a light?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
When they put you in a cage were you sad?
Or did you find the place not too bad?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa where do you come from?
Were you happy before you were found?
Or did you go through the days feeling so down?
Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m so glad I saved you my little JaJa.
My little JaJa who cares where you come from?
I never wanted a feline.
But I am glad you are mine.
Welcome to our home,
My little JaJa.
 
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"Why Do I still Care?"
By: Me

I'm sorry that I decided to open myself up to you.
I'm sorry that I showed off.
I'm sorry that I wanted to socialize,
more than you wanted to talk.
I'm sorry that I prayed for you,
each and every night.
I'm sorry that I dreamed of you,
whenever I closed my eyes.
I'm sorry that I tried to get to know you.
I'm sorry that I tried too hard.
I'm sorry you didn't take notice of me.
I'm sorry we didn't get very far.
I'm sorry I'm not the best.
I'm sorry I don't try.
I'm sorry that you're angry.
I'm sorry you made me cry.
I'm sorry that I was ignored.
I'm sorry that I couldn't see.
I'm sorry that I never cared,
of what your faults might be.
I'm sorry that I'm still running,
for what I believe is true.
I'm sorry I see myself staring,
at the beautiful you.
Even though I'm the one that asked,
if you hated me.
I'm sorry that you said "Yes."
I'm sorry that put,
an arrow into me.
I'm sorry that I'm confused,
of why you tore me apart.
I'm sorry I find myself,
grasping my wounded heart.
I'm sorry that I have to turn away,
from the one I know I love.
I'm sorry that hidden tears fall,
for the one I want to trust.
I'm sorry that you walked away,
and left my heart to dust.
I'm sorry that I can't forget,
all the times we had together.
I'm sorry that I will go on to remember,
from now to forever.
There's many things I'm sorry for,
but one that is the truth.
I'm sorry this is the end for us.
I'm sorry that we're through.
But don't you worry,
because I still love you.
Yes I know what love is,
and yes I know it's something you will not return.
So I still try to put an end to us,
and believe me that's something hard to do.
Look at what I've done to myself,
the cuts bleed upon my arm.
That is what happens to me,
when I know we're not gonna get very far.
So I'm sorry my lovely Fortune.
I'm sorry but I must go.
The love for me was never returned.
Even though the love for you,
I had so desperately shown.
So goodbye to you,
friends are not an option.
Yes my Fortune we're through.
And this time,
I'm not sorry for me,
I'm sorry for you.
 

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I love this one; it speaks to my heart.

Originally Posted by Lil_Axl_Gurl

"Why Do I still Care?"
By: Me

I'm sorry that I decided to open myself up to you.
I'm sorry that I showed off.
I'm sorry that I wanted to socialize,
more than you wanted to talk.
I'm sorry that I prayed for you,
each and every night.
I'm sorry that I dreamed of you,
whenever I closed my eyes.
I'm sorry that I tried to get to know you.
I'm sorry that I tried too hard.
I'm sorry you didn't take notice of me.
I'm sorry we didn't get very far.
I'm sorry I'm not the best.
I'm sorry I don't try.
I'm sorry that you're angry.
I'm sorry you made me cry.
I'm sorry that I was ignored.
I'm sorry that I couldn't see.
I'm sorry that I never cared,
of what your faults might be.
I'm sorry that I'm still running,
for what I believe is true.
I'm sorry I see myself staring,
at the beautiful you.
Even though I'm the one that asked,
if you hated me.
I'm sorry that you said "Yes."
I'm sorry that put,
an arrow into me.
I'm sorry that I'm confused,
of why you tore me apart.
I'm sorry I find myself,
grasping my wounded heart.
I'm sorry that I have to turn away,
from the one I know I love.
I'm sorry that hidden tears fall,
for the one I want to trust.
I'm sorry that you walked away,
and left my heart to dust.
I'm sorry that I can't forget,
all the times we had together.
I'm sorry that I will go on to remember,
from now to forever.
There's many things I'm sorry for,
but one that is the truth.
I'm sorry this is the end for us.
I'm sorry that we're through.
But don't you worry,
because I still love you.
Yes I know what love is,
and yes I know it's something you will not return.
So I still try to put an end to us,
and believe me that's something hard to do.
Look at what I've done to myself,
the cuts bleed upon my arm.
That is what happens to me,
when I know we're not gonna get very far.
So I'm sorry my lovely Fortune.
I'm sorry but I must go.
The love for me was never returned.
Even though the love for you,
I had so desperately shown.
So goodbye to you,
friends are not an option.
Yes my Fortune we're through.
And this time,
I'm not sorry for me,
I'm sorry for you.
 
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