Tigger was almost 14yrs old. We had him since he was 9 weeks old. My husband had gotten him for me. He was our first fur baby. Tigger was diagnosed with cardiomyopathy 3 months ago after his lungs filled with fluid. I was then on a mission to help him survive as long as I could giving him medication twice a day. He was doing great up until 6 days ago when his breathing was becoming alittle different. I took him to the vet and he said to watch him as long as he was still eating/drinking etc. I knew in my heart it wouldn't be to much longer and I told my husband that. On Thurs night his breathing started to become pretty labored and he just wasn't Tigger. My husband and I decided we would take him in the morning to be put down. Tigger slept by me all night just doing the best he could do. I got up around 6am and he jumped off the bed cause he knew it was the usual morning feeding and pill time. He could barely make it half way in the hall. I took him to his litter box and he went pee and then cleaned his foot off for him. All he wanted to do was get downstairs so I carried him. He was gasping for air so badly. I woke my husband up immediately and had him call the vet but he said he couldn't get there till 8 am. I knew Tigger would not make it. My husband and I just cried. It was so hard to watch. My husband went back to where Tigger was and I went to grab a kleenex in the kitchen. I was gone 30 seconds to a minute. When I walked back my husband said "he took his last breath" I went right over to Tigger and put him in my arms where he flinched 2 more times. I layed and held him until we took him to the vet. The thing is I feel guilt over being away from him for that short time. I know it is stupid but I can't help it. My husband says don't you keep him alive for 3 extra months. I know Tigger was really out of it but it is just killing me. I know time will lessen the pain but it hurts so bad. I can't stop crying. My husband and I are just shocked he isn't here. We have other fur babies but right now my heart is so closed off and I'am having a hard time loving them. I thank you for reading this. I guess I just need advice and words of wisdom to help me out for those who have been through this.
thank you kindly - Kelly
Tigger
August 14, 1991 - May 27, 2005
thank you kindly - Kelly
Tigger
August 14, 1991 - May 27, 2005