Ok... I love my job. I really do. But I'm having a problem. I was supposed to end my 90 day probationary period on June 7th. My boss has extended that to July 7th. She is worried that although I show alot of potential, I might not be perfect for the business. Seems she is worried about my input errors (which seems to me that everyone is making them). She says that she has had a couple of complaints about my attitude. That I seem to come off a bit on the defensive. The thing about this is... she couldnt give me specifics. So, I've been trying to wrack my brain to figure out what I might have said or done to make anyone feel that way. I try to be polite to everyone I talk to, and always ask how people are doing. I am a very friendly person, by nature. My immediate co-workers dont understand why anyone would complain, and are just as stumped as I am about this.
Another thing... my boss has had me move to a desk near her so she can be of more help to me. Which is good I suppose. I guess it's good that she is giving me another chance. But I am SO worried. Every day, it seems as if a new error that I have made surfaces. I am desperately trying to be conciensious of my work. But it seems that no matter what, I am making errors. I know I am not the only one, but I am the only one who's job is on the line.
What do I do? How do I fix it??? I want this job more than anything. I would be devastated if I lost it. I would feel incompetant and a complete failure. This job is everything to me.
Another thing... my boss has had me move to a desk near her so she can be of more help to me. Which is good I suppose. I guess it's good that she is giving me another chance. But I am SO worried. Every day, it seems as if a new error that I have made surfaces. I am desperately trying to be conciensious of my work. But it seems that no matter what, I am making errors. I know I am not the only one, but I am the only one who's job is on the line.
What do I do? How do I fix it??? I want this job more than anything. I would be devastated if I lost it. I would feel incompetant and a complete failure. This job is everything to me.