I am not in a good space right now.
I learned today that Freddie's mama was taken by a coyote last night and is gone. Freddie was the kitten from across the street in the hippie house, who was a present to Sasha after SiSi disappeared. Freddie was the light of our lives and brought Sasha out of depression but was FeLV and died of leukemia 11/9/03 RIP.
Freddie's mama was Sasha's best friend. She is also Measie's sister and Measie has been sitting in their driveway all day and all evening waiting for her to come home......my heart is breaking.
This will probably go to the blue room, but I am very, very sad. I feel so guilty that we moved out here only to cause so much pain and loss for Sasha. I wanted nothing but the best for him. Nature can be so cruel. I feel like taking the shotgun and walking the fields tonight, but what good will that do?
I will tell Sasha when he is in my arms tonight in bed. I just brought him in, it's dusk.
Freddie's mama was Sasha's best friend. She is also Measie's sister and Measie has been sitting in their driveway all day and all evening waiting for her to come home......my heart is breaking.
This will probably go to the blue room, but I am very, very sad. I feel so guilty that we moved out here only to cause so much pain and loss for Sasha. I wanted nothing but the best for him. Nature can be so cruel. I feel like taking the shotgun and walking the fields tonight, but what good will that do?