I just wanted to share a story with you. When I lost my babygirl jessie in March, I played the song "You'll be in my heart" by Phil Collins over and over while looking at her pictures. Music seems to be the only thing that soothes me besides petting my precious kitty. So, everytime I listen to that song I think about her and how much I miss her. When I got my new babygirl punkin, I had found her outside, then she went to my mom's barn for awhile then I brought her home after jessie had crossed rainbow bridge. Well, punkin just crossed rainbow bridge Wednesday. The song that I have chosen that makes me think of her is "Because you love me" by Jo Dee Messina. It fits perfectly. Here are the lyrics. It's just beautiful like the Phil Collins song.
I don't know how I survived
In this cold and empty world
For all this time
I only know that I'm alive
Because you love me
When I recall what I've been through
There's some things
That I wish I didn't do
Now I do the things I do
Because you love me
And now that you're in my life
I'm so glad I'm alive
'Cause you showed me the way
And I know now how good it can be
Because You love me
And now that you're in my life
Oh, I'm so glad I'm alive
'Cause you showed me the way
And I know now how good it can be
Because you love me
I believe in things unseen
I believe in the message of a dream
And I believe in what you are
Because you love me
With all my heart and all my soul
I'm loving you and I never will let go
And every day I'll let it show
Because you love me
Because you love me
Because you love me
Although I am thouroughly depressed and miss them both so much, when I hear this, I think about the fact that they both were able to know how good things could be and know what it felt like to be loved. They were both found outside as kittens trying to make their way in this world. I am so glad they came into mine. I had 17 wonderful years with my jessie. I wish I would have had more than 2 weeks with my punkin.
Thanks for listening.
I don't know how I survived
In this cold and empty world
For all this time
I only know that I'm alive
Because you love me
When I recall what I've been through
There's some things
That I wish I didn't do
Now I do the things I do
Because you love me
And now that you're in my life
I'm so glad I'm alive
'Cause you showed me the way
And I know now how good it can be
Because You love me
And now that you're in my life
Oh, I'm so glad I'm alive
'Cause you showed me the way
And I know now how good it can be
Because you love me
I believe in things unseen
I believe in the message of a dream
And I believe in what you are
Because you love me
With all my heart and all my soul
I'm loving you and I never will let go
And every day I'll let it show
Because you love me
Because you love me
Because you love me
Although I am thouroughly depressed and miss them both so much, when I hear this, I think about the fact that they both were able to know how good things could be and know what it felt like to be loved. They were both found outside as kittens trying to make their way in this world. I am so glad they came into mine. I had 17 wonderful years with my jessie. I wish I would have had more than 2 weeks with my punkin.
Thanks for listening.