i feel so numb
My baby
sky
has gone forever,
All that fill's me now is sadness, anger and guilt
On monday, i went with my bf to work, well, it was the early hours of tuesday morning, his brother lives with us so he was looking after the cat's and dog.
Tuesday night, sky must have got out through the back door, when he went to look for sky, he found him lying down in the front garden, so he went over to pick him up and bring him in, he knew something was wrong straight away, so he rushed sky to the vets, the vet said that a car had gone right over his spine, paralizing(sp?) his legs, and had internal bleeding!
By this time i know, and i'm stuck in my bf's wagon somewhere near London, totally freaking out, crying my eye's out, it was so frustrating being stuck in that dam wagon
.
The vet was going to stay up with him all night, he said that he did'nt think he was going to make it, i was a total wreck.
That night i hardly slept a wink, i could'nt stop crying, praying that my baby would make it, praying that my baby would not be taken from me.....
That mornig came the dreaded phone call, i'm sorry carrie,
sky
died this morning at 6.00 am
So bf's brother picked up his body. To my horror, we couldnt even get home yesterday..... I couldnt even see my baby before i buried him, to tell him how much i loved him, how sorry i was for not being there when he needed me the most.
I can't take this pain, if had of been here, maybe it wouldnt have happened, what if he was looking for me after it happened.
My little baby 'teddybear' May you rest in peace
The Sky is now your limit
My baby
All that fill's me now is sadness, anger and guilt
On monday, i went with my bf to work, well, it was the early hours of tuesday morning, his brother lives with us so he was looking after the cat's and dog.
Tuesday night, sky must have got out through the back door, when he went to look for sky, he found him lying down in the front garden, so he went over to pick him up and bring him in, he knew something was wrong straight away, so he rushed sky to the vets, the vet said that a car had gone right over his spine, paralizing(sp?) his legs, and had internal bleeding!
By this time i know, and i'm stuck in my bf's wagon somewhere near London, totally freaking out, crying my eye's out, it was so frustrating being stuck in that dam wagon
The vet was going to stay up with him all night, he said that he did'nt think he was going to make it, i was a total wreck.
That night i hardly slept a wink, i could'nt stop crying, praying that my baby would make it, praying that my baby would not be taken from me.....
That mornig came the dreaded phone call, i'm sorry carrie,
So bf's brother picked up his body. To my horror, we couldnt even get home yesterday..... I couldnt even see my baby before i buried him, to tell him how much i loved him, how sorry i was for not being there when he needed me the most.
I can't take this pain, if had of been here, maybe it wouldnt have happened, what if he was looking for me after it happened.
My little baby 'teddybear' May you rest in peace