Yeah, it's hard to loose a kitten that small knowing that it's life is still ahead of it, and though you tried to help it, you couldn't, and you feel a sense of failing. When Tri-Bi had her kittens, she had one stillborn. When I found it, it was still warm to the touch, but Tri-Bi didn't even try to help it. I did all I could, and apparently it wasn't enough. Two days later, Tri-Bi killed another one, which I was too late to save, and then abandoned another, which, gladly, I was able to get help for. So, I know how you're feeling, AngelKat. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I can totally level with you. I wish your other kitties, and mom cat the best of luck! Prayers are going toward them!