Went to the vet today to get more anti-depressants for Sugey. Our vet adopts out kittens for the humane society & provides their first shots, etc. There were 3 beautiful grey (almost bule) kittens. I made the mistake and snuggled one. I honestly heard him tell me "I love you mommy". I would love to get another cat, but it is not fair to Sugey right now to add to the household with her finally getting her soiling behaviour back under control. I am sure the other 4 wouldn't mind, but I have to think of my Sugarly now. I left the vet in tears. I think I go back and keep playing with them until they are adopted, just so they get used to being with people instead of in a cage.