Love and prayers to you Eva. I've been in your shoes and it hurts.
My doctor told me that if everything had been OK, I would not have miscarried and this was my body's way of handling it. Hopefully you will find strength and faith in God and know that some things happen for a reason we don't always understand.
Having been there more than once, I understand the devastation you feel. Please lean on each other and do not pull away. Know that though this was not meant to be, there will come a time when your heart is stronger and your love firm and you will triumph over this!
Eva, I am so sorry for you and your fiance's loss. Heaven has another guardian angel named Amber and I am sure she is with you now. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Eva - I'm so so sorry to hear about little Amber. I know she was desparately wanted. You and Duncan are in my thoughts. Take your time and come back to us when you feel ready