I am sorry but I have to agree with the others as well... I see your posts and sometimes I wonder how much you are really thinking through things. Your so young and I think that you have got to realize that the decisions you make right now affect your entire life. I know your life hasn't been easy, mine wasn't either. You can not continue to use that as an excuse or keep waiting for someone to feel sorry for you and help you out. There comes a point when you have to make things happen on your own. No one is going to improve your life but you. You need to concentrate right now on your GED and drivers license. Also your job situation.... You have got to work and right now you are going to have to work hard to make something of yourself. You need to have goals set and stick to them. If that means working in a fast food place and cleaning toilets 5 times a day, then so be it. As far as your pets go, I know you love them, but I just read through all the threads you have started and there are a ton of them mentioning getting new pets, and breeding and so on. I don't see how you can possibly continue to support all of these animals, when so many of your posts describe how you can barely take care of yourself. Why not wait until you are in a situation where you can take care of yourself and then responsibly decide whether or not you can afford a pet
I think your intentions are good but sweetie you are not 12 years old anymore. Unfortunately, situations have forced you to grow up faster than you should have. You do not want to spend your entire life struggling to make ends meet.
You probably are not going to like this... but that boyfriend of yours.... You have made mention of abuse to you and your animals, you mention the fact that he walked out of his job because he had to do things he didn't like. Ashley, in a relationship you both need to have the same goals. Neither should be holding the other down.... You need to decide whether you are going to be able to have what you want out of life with this guy, if not, leave him. Concentrate on yourself, become an independant woman and I promise you the right person will come along.
I can say all of this because I have been there. I can honestly say that I am not going to end up like my parents and I have made a better life for myself. I finally got it in my head that I didn't want to struggle. I finished school, worked hard, found a wonderful guy who proposed to me last night
and we are closing on our first house on the 28th. It's not a trailer, it's a great house in a great neighborhood, even has a pool. You can do it, it's just up to you to decide what you want and it's up to YOU to make it happen.