This is brought on by the "Who wants to be a vet" thread..
We all have hard choices to make in life, this had to be the hardest one...
I used to be "kennel help" before my car accident, and it was the most rewarding job I will EVER have, and easily the hardest. I saw day to day people making "that" decision, where the love for their pets went above and beyond the "selfish" feelings they had... to keep the pet no matter... Most IMO made the right decision~
But the decisions made for the animals with no families... Actually, I was made the only family most of them ever had...
I was only kennel help, but the staff knew how I felt about any animal being left without love, it still hurts to remember these poor babies, but I was usually called in to hold them while they died~
I have 17 "pets" that I will see at the RB and they only know me as the one to let them go, to be without pain, to be loved.
And I hate that! How selfish can I be?!?!?!
Why me? Why do I care so much that I seem to put my personal sanity at stake for this?
Of course I am not speaking of those of you here, but why can't people step up and take care of those cats/dogs and every other animal around them? Why do I have to take care of their mistakes?!?!!?
Well, I guess I can answer my own question, I don't *have* to, but I do.
The whole reason I bring this up... While I no longer work at the vet, I still help them out, paid as is, ect.
Today I went there for a call, to help clean up kennels for a family of cats, feed, ect, a mother and her kittens.
I wish I could post something happier than what happened, but as the day went on, all died, and I was allowed to hold each one as they left~
I am so sad right now... Words don't describe it.
From 17 RB Angels I am up to 23.
Thanks for listening, I had to get it out...
Life is NOT fair
We all have hard choices to make in life, this had to be the hardest one...
I used to be "kennel help" before my car accident, and it was the most rewarding job I will EVER have, and easily the hardest. I saw day to day people making "that" decision, where the love for their pets went above and beyond the "selfish" feelings they had... to keep the pet no matter... Most IMO made the right decision~
But the decisions made for the animals with no families... Actually, I was made the only family most of them ever had...
I was only kennel help, but the staff knew how I felt about any animal being left without love, it still hurts to remember these poor babies, but I was usually called in to hold them while they died~
I have 17 "pets" that I will see at the RB and they only know me as the one to let them go, to be without pain, to be loved.
And I hate that! How selfish can I be?!?!?!
Why me? Why do I care so much that I seem to put my personal sanity at stake for this?
Of course I am not speaking of those of you here, but why can't people step up and take care of those cats/dogs and every other animal around them? Why do I have to take care of their mistakes?!?!!?
Well, I guess I can answer my own question, I don't *have* to, but I do.
The whole reason I bring this up... While I no longer work at the vet, I still help them out, paid as is, ect.
Today I went there for a call, to help clean up kennels for a family of cats, feed, ect, a mother and her kittens.
I wish I could post something happier than what happened, but as the day went on, all died, and I was allowed to hold each one as they left~
I am so sad right now... Words don't describe it.
From 17 RB Angels I am up to 23.
Thanks for listening, I had to get it out...
Life is NOT fair