My rat Barbie passed away today. She had cancer, just like her mother Rain. I had taken Barbie into the vet a couple months back when I noticed the large tumor growing near her hind leg. She was happy and full of life then, so my vet told me to take her home, love her, and as long as she is interested in life..keep her home. Her condition deteriorated... although I had no idea how much untill last night. I went to feed her, and she crawled on my hand, but would not take the small cashew peice I held in my hand. I picked her up and noticed that her toe was at an odd angle and swollen. It was broken, and her nails were black. She had stopped grooming herself. I was heartbroken.
This morning, as soon as I could get myself and my boys ready, I took her to the vet and put her to her peaceful sleep. The boys & I got to say our goodbyes.
The thing about all of this is...back in March, my husband took Barbie and her mother Rain in, when I didnt even want them (we already had 2 others), and when we separated, I had formed an attachment to Rain, so I said that I would take the girls, and he would take the 2 boys that we already had. I had to watch both of these precious souls get sick and die. I hate this. I hate seeing animals in pain, or sick, or dying. I am happy about one thing though... That I got to be the one to love them and care for them before they passed on.
Thank you for being in my life Rain & Barbie! I will miss you both!!
This morning, as soon as I could get myself and my boys ready, I took her to the vet and put her to her peaceful sleep. The boys & I got to say our goodbyes.
The thing about all of this is...back in March, my husband took Barbie and her mother Rain in, when I didnt even want them (we already had 2 others), and when we separated, I had formed an attachment to Rain, so I said that I would take the girls, and he would take the 2 boys that we already had. I had to watch both of these precious souls get sick and die. I hate this. I hate seeing animals in pain, or sick, or dying. I am happy about one thing though... That I got to be the one to love them and care for them before they passed on.
Thank you for being in my life Rain & Barbie! I will miss you both!!