Sorry this is a long post:
Ok to start out my father is scitzophrenic which is a mental disability. And im bipolar which is also a mental disability. We have never gotten along since i have been 13 when i was addicted to drugs and he did them with me. He said he did it to try to "bond" with me, but to me i lost all respect for him and trust.
anyways since then things have been going down hill between our family i was in and out of hospitals most of my adolescence trying to be stable and not commit suicide. I am all stable now for a year yeah! but since those days everything like i said went down hill my father started taking off "running away" the first time it was for a month after i was sexually assulted.and then on me and my mother were basically on our own he came back and said he would never do it again and i now at that time hated him even more. my mother now started to lose feelings for him when she found out the truth about him getting high with me and now this.
then about a month ago 2 weeks before christmas he left again. it hurt me and my mother badly, he promised not to do it ever again. and between these times he orders cell phones and gets checking accounts that we cant afford. and when he leaves he takes all our money and our cars that run and leaves us penny less and with no transportation.
well he came back about 5 days before christmas and now today he took off again for no reason when he was sposed to go to a treatment center and get help for his illness!
i dont know what to do im trying to tell my mother enough is enough. i think she is too scared to live without him and stuff. But i cant put up with this anymore and she cant eather she is always saying how this time is the last time if he messes up again thats it. then he does something worse and 4 more times.can you guys send good vibes our way too get through this? and prayers to give my mum the strenght to say enough is enough?
Ok to start out my father is scitzophrenic which is a mental disability. And im bipolar which is also a mental disability. We have never gotten along since i have been 13 when i was addicted to drugs and he did them with me. He said he did it to try to "bond" with me, but to me i lost all respect for him and trust.
anyways since then things have been going down hill between our family i was in and out of hospitals most of my adolescence trying to be stable and not commit suicide. I am all stable now for a year yeah! but since those days everything like i said went down hill my father started taking off "running away" the first time it was for a month after i was sexually assulted.and then on me and my mother were basically on our own he came back and said he would never do it again and i now at that time hated him even more. my mother now started to lose feelings for him when she found out the truth about him getting high with me and now this.
then about a month ago 2 weeks before christmas he left again. it hurt me and my mother badly, he promised not to do it ever again. and between these times he orders cell phones and gets checking accounts that we cant afford. and when he leaves he takes all our money and our cars that run and leaves us penny less and with no transportation.
well he came back about 5 days before christmas and now today he took off again for no reason when he was sposed to go to a treatment center and get help for his illness!
i dont know what to do im trying to tell my mother enough is enough. i think she is too scared to live without him and stuff. But i cant put up with this anymore and she cant eather she is always saying how this time is the last time if he messes up again thats it. then he does something worse and 4 more times.can you guys send good vibes our way too get through this? and prayers to give my mum the strenght to say enough is enough?
