i miss you

i know it's been months, some days it feels like a whole other life, when i was here,
present all the time, the thoughts and experiences, my heart in that time, everything changes.

i have changed.

i am neither here nor there.

i'm grieving. the love that i was in is now fallen into my hands, like the tears i havent been able to cry,
my heart is in my hands and the tears are in my heart.

i will be alright. i am not shattered, nor are my ideals, only my heart, and that will heal.

time. it always comes to that, we all need time.

i miss you all, i wish i could have been here for all of you - through it all.

but i am here, dont forget me.

there is a current about me, an underlying energy that holds me to life.

Dear Blue,

I wish there was something I could do to take away your pain. Only time can do that. Everyone here cares about you. You're going through a rough time right now. Try to stay busy and spend time with the people in your life who do care about you, friends, family, kitties, US.

E-mail me if you want. I've e-mailed you with my toll-free number at work since your PM box is full. Call me there. It's quiet at night if you feel like talking, I'm here to listen.

Hang in there honey.

Hugs,

Donna

hang it there, I know you will. Keep on smiling, I know you do, and count those stars above your head every night, they are shining down on you. Keep in touch with us here, you are sorely missed, for your poems of past reflect a better time, a gentler time when the world was more innocent and your poems were deep with meaning, and some brought us giggles and laughs. Keep on writing even if it is off the board and you will find your heart again. Hugs to you during this walk down the path of pain and reality-------

Hey Blue:

You are missed. Don't ever forget that. Time heals all wounds. I am living proof of that one. There is something better waiting for you. Believe it.

Oh Blue, you are missed.

I came back to the forum, expecting to see all your beautiful, creative posts & you were not here.

I have kept you in my thoughts, more than you know.

A broken heart will heal, with lots of time. I'm so sorry this is something you have to go through.

I will keep you in my prayers, Hugs Brandy

There's nothing useful I can say, but nevertheless I want you to know I've missed you. I hope your heart begins to heal, sooner rather than later. Thank you for sending us a message! We are listening and watching for you.



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Blue!
Dearest hang on! No words can take the pain away I know ... I miss you an awful lot, we all do here. And we'll always be here for you dearest!