I know this is going to sound really stupid but...
I just went through a box and it had some of the School stuff.
I attended Our lady of mercy college before i moved here..
As i was looking though the hand outs i saw lots of pictures of teachers and coordinators that it made me cry too much..
I know its stupid but if i were in melbourne right now i would have finished year 12 and waiting for mu results to see if i can go to university.
But im crying because i remember the moments that i enjoyed at school
even detention! i miss having my friends around me and i missed wearing my school uniform.
I feel i have missed out on too much, now all of my friends have grown into young women and i still feel like im a child. that hasnt completed anything yet.
I miss being in the theatre, attending sport, going to the canteen at lunch and forgetting to do my homework. i miss sitting around my friends and talk about the following weekend and the past weekend.
I even miss seeing my teachers.
It was a natural daily thing going to school and seeing people.
Now im here and im at home most of the time, as soon as i see kids walk out of school i get too scared to go near them but it will never be the same as my old school.
I just wish i could go back time and had enjoyed it more.
Sorry for this but i need to let it out!
