SiSi Came to Me Last Night!

SiSi came to me in my dream last night!!!!!!!!!! I had a dream beyond vivid proportions. It was so real but in the dream I somehow knew it was only a vision. But I am so happy today! I am finally at peace for the answer I have waited for, for 18 months. I've waiting so very long...... SiSi was my best friend, Sasha's mama and love of my life for 11 years. Never apart until she disappeared into thin air May 18, 2003 exactly one year to the day before Sasha was mauled.
SiSi was fine. She was perfect! Eric had brought her home and there were other people crowding around her I didn't exactly recognize but he had her on the sofa in his arms and I hurled myself to her. I was sobbing and laughing and covering her with kisses and hugs. I kept crying, "SiSi, you're home! You're home! Oh SiSi, where did you go? Where were you for so long? SiSi is home!!!!" and I heard her speak to me, plain as day, she was smiling and purring, and she said "Mama, I've just been gone awhile is all. I'm fine and I'm happy now. I love you Mama."

I have not been able to stop thinking about her all morning. I know she is ok in heaven now. I have seen the sign I've been praying forever for. Has anyone else ever seen their lost or disappeared kitty this way? I don't mean to sound all kooky but there's been nothing -- nothing anywhere to tell me anything and I've never received a sign or even a hint of her since she left.

I've never experienced anything like that, but it must be so wonderful for you to have had that experience! I'm glad you feel better about where SiSi is...

I am glad your dream has given you some comfort.

oh Arianna and Adrienne, you have no idea!!! (of course you do!) this "message" has filled a hole in heart so big I have never, ever gotten it the slightest bit closed. There is still a yellow ribbon on my front door.....<big tears now>

Aw Honey, that's excellent news. I think she knew that you were feeling a deep and tragic loss, and wanted to let you know that it's all alright. And if you notice anything in the house different from the way it was when you left it.. you know it's just her, telling you that all is okay. I'm so happy you got your sign, Elizabeth.

I think you're incredibly lucky to have had this experience. This is something that so many people pray for... it's the if-only-they-could-see-that-lost-loved-one-just-one-more-time scenario. I know how it feels to want that so badly, it hurts. But I tend to see the loved ones just before I lose them. I have had out-of-body experiences and predictive dreams etc... but I've never had someone come back to me through a dream. I'm so happy for you that SiSi has let you know where she is - she's happy, she's fine. That must give you so much comfort. God Bless.

I believe in those messages do you want to know why?
because once i spoke to my sister and she told me to warn my mum, but by the time it was morning i didnt know what she had said and my mum didnt believe me!

Originally Posted by sashacat421

SiSi came to me in my dream last night!!!!!!!!!! I had a dream beyond vivid proportions. It was so real but in the dream I somehow knew it was only a vision. But I am so happy today! I am finally at peace for the answer I have waited for, for 18 months. I've waiting so very long...... SiSi was my best friend, Sasha's mama and love of my life for 11 years. Never apart until she disappeared into thin air May 18, 2003 exactly one year to the day before Sasha was mauled.
SiSi was fine. She was perfect! Eric had brought her home and there were other people crowding around her I didn't exactly recognize but he had her on the sofa in his arms and I hurled myself to her. I was sobbing and laughing and covering her with kisses and hugs. I kept crying, "SiSi, you're home! You're home! Oh SiSi, where did you go? Where were you for so long? SiSi is home!!!!" and I heard her speak to me, plain as day, she was smiling and purring, and she said "Mama, I've just been gone awhile is all. I'm fine and I'm happy now. I love you Mama."

I have not been able to stop thinking about her all morning. I know she is ok in heaven now. I have seen the sign I've been praying forever for. Has anyone else ever seen their lost or disappeared kitty this way? I don't mean to sound all kooky but there's been nothing -- nothing anywhere to tell me anything and I've never received a sign or even a hint of her since she left.

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Oh Elizabeth! That had me in tears! I'm so pleased for you to have a message from her. When Bear left me I had a dream the next night of him playing by a tree and he looked at me and said "I love you Beary much Mommy. I can't wait for you to visit, it's so nice here"
Such a wonderful thing to know they are happy and healthy.

Elizabeth i'm in tears also! I'm so happy for you because at least you have closure in knowing SiSi is ok

Originally Posted by turtlecat

Aw Honey, that's excellent news. I think she knew that you were feeling a deep and tragic loss, and wanted to let you know that it's all alright. And if you notice anything in the house different from the way it was when you left it.. you know it's just her, telling you that all is okay. I'm so happy you got your sign, Elizabeth.

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oh Denise, that makes me feel really emotional but calm at the same time, you know? Do you think she knew? Did she know how absolutely incapacitated I was in the days following her disappearance? The 400 flyers? the 16 miles walked? the searches in the middle of the night just to hear her maybe call for me? that I still have the lost-kitty-hotline on my cell phone to this day?? And interesting you bring up things moved in the house. After I woke at about 4 am this morning, crying and reaching for Sasha, we both heard a loud <crash!> and Sasha just jumped. Nothing in the entire house was touched.....we couldn't figure out what on earth---??? Maybe it was her in the spiritual world. Maybe. Thank you so much sweets.
Elizabeth

I think this is wonderful, Elizabeth! I'm also very jealous. What a great comfort it must be to you to know that she's okay and at peace and that she's looking out for you and Sasha.

Elizabeth i fully believe in that they know!. When my boyfriend and i split last year i brought Rosie in with me when i went to bed. Some nights i would either read or watch a bit t.v. in bed for a while before i turned the light out.

Several times Rosie would sit up and look towards the bottom of the bed then get up and sit at the bottom just looking at the wall?!. My nextdoor neighbours were both away in the Falklands as they are in the army so there was no one next door.

A few months later friends came to my house because they had persuaded me to get a spiritualist in.

He told me my mothers name with out asking any clues along with other things and told me that my mum was sitting at the bottom of my bed watching me sleep every night, and i had always been told that if your upset a loved one watches over you.

And to this day i always wondered "Did Rosie see my mum?!".

That's great I know you've been waiting for a sign like this for a long time. I've never experienced anything like this. I'm very glad she sent you a special holiday message!!

Elizabeth, My cat Midnight went to the bridge a little over three years ago. Several days after her death I had a dream that Midnight was at the Rainbow Bridge, but was very upset and confused and wanted to come home.
She couldn't be comforted so I got special permission to go there ahead of time and spent a day with her. In this dream I got to see a lot of different things; I saw many, many happy reunions between furbabies and their owners, and also saw what a wonderful and beautiful place the Rainbow Bridge is. And the most important thing of all...I knew my sweet little Midnight was ok.

That must have been so tramatizing for you losing your best friend SiSi, I could not imagine the pain you must have felt. I'm sure SiSi is just fine and watching over you right now wanting her mommy to be very happy. So glad that dream brought you some comfort.

I am so gratfeul for your responses because I honestly felt so strongly about this dream and vision. I have been so lonely at times. I go into "her" orchid room and smell her things; I can't let go but now, now it is so much easier to understand. And that's just like her, too, she was always late for dinner <grin>.
Emma, yes! so much comfort, and the other Emma, your Gracie looks like my (RIP 11/9/03) Freddie -stunning girl-
and Susan, what became of the Spiritualist? Did they ever come back for other readings, or--? I've been so very afraid to do that because of my inescapable guilt...that it WAS MY FAULT! You see, SiSi was only in Maple Valley with me for 6 weeks, and we lived in a little house on Puget Sound for ten years, where she "found" me, and that was her original home....so I had crippling guilt, always have.
Gail, yes, yes, this really is the only holiday present I could ever want. I know I mentioned I wanted a ring from Eric in another thread, but I would give that up in a New York minute to see her again.
Lorie, I think what happened to you was a gift of gifts, I've got a hard time putting that one into words, it's just too magical.

And Fwan in Germany and oh! Ashley up there in Canada and Lisa with Sash~~~ I am walking on a cloud of tears and air at the same time. My heart feels less crippled and I know tonight I won't wake up as I've done so very many times and wonder if she's out there or not.

Namaste. Peace to All.
Elizabeth and her only kitten 12 years ago, Sasha.

Oh, E, this is so beautiful! I'm thrilled for you! You have finally found this peace which you have desperately sought for 18 months now! This is just so wonderful!

Yes Stephanie, Tia! I feel at peace... I miss her so much it aches, I want to go to bed to try and get her back, do you know that feeling? but instead of bed, we were just issued a Severe Wind Warning up here in the hills, looks like a doozy of a storm is coming in tonight and Eric is working late, so I've got to get the kerosene ready and things tied down! Thank you so much. I think I got a little slice of TCS Magic in the night.

I'm so happy for you! I wish constantly that I could have that with Bobo, but I never have. I never see him. I know he's there. I think Grissom sees him sometimes, and sometimes I can almost feel him with me. Its been a year and two weeks since he passed. Now, I'm crying too, and can't type.