Hi everyone. I just am feeling really low today. this is the anniversary of my Siamese cats death. He had FIP and we didn't know it until we had him and Twig(our other 2 year old baby) neutered and then he got sick and so they kept him for about a week. They told us that he was running a fever and that he couldn't go home until that broke. He finally got to go home for a week before his liver shut down and he got Jaundice and on this day in 1999 we had him put to sleep. Don't let anyone fool you, if you never had this done before, it is very hard and can lead to a depression and the questions like, did i do everything possible? and what if I never had taken him into get him neutered??? Sorry if I upset anyone, I just somehow knew that you all would understand, I just needed to let it out before I went crazy trying to not let it get to me......
Why does it hurt so much after so long???????
Why does it hurt so much after so long???????