My wonderful cat of 14 years was put down on Friday. He struggled for about four months before we realized he had pancreatic cancer. We tried everything before finally giving up, and it has been one of the most difficult experiences of my life.
Now, I'm not very old, and I don't really remember my life before Charlie. One of my first memories is seeing him for the first time, and we've spent almost our whole life together. I have two other very special cats as well, but none have shared my life as long as Charlie has. This is the first time I've lost somebody this close to me. I know he's a cat, but I have a far deeper emotional connection to him than to any human I've ever met. I took a vacation this weekend to spend some time not thinking about it, but I'm back home now and I just feel like garbage. I didn't think I'd be affected this badly.
We put him down early Friday morning, and my mum and I spent the whole time with him, before leaving him be. I don't really know how to deal with feelings of grief. When somebody hears you've lost your cat, they don't think of it like losing a brother or a friend. I didn't either, until I lost a cat. It's so strange how you just don't know how shitty it feels until you feel it.
I hope he does ok.
Now, I'm not very old, and I don't really remember my life before Charlie. One of my first memories is seeing him for the first time, and we've spent almost our whole life together. I have two other very special cats as well, but none have shared my life as long as Charlie has. This is the first time I've lost somebody this close to me. I know he's a cat, but I have a far deeper emotional connection to him than to any human I've ever met. I took a vacation this weekend to spend some time not thinking about it, but I'm back home now and I just feel like garbage. I didn't think I'd be affected this badly.
We put him down early Friday morning, and my mum and I spent the whole time with him, before leaving him be. I don't really know how to deal with feelings of grief. When somebody hears you've lost your cat, they don't think of it like losing a brother or a friend. I didn't either, until I lost a cat. It's so strange how you just don't know how shitty it feels until you feel it.
I hope he does ok.