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Hi. My baby boy cloudy was diagnosed with CHF about 6 months ago. We put him on medicine and he seemed to be doing okay. I just didn't know his time here would be cut so short. My family and I were forced to put him down yesterday, and I felt his heartbeat stop. I am 17 years old, I had him since I was 3 years old. He was my best friend, my companion. He was a Russian blue, which are a very loyal cat breed. I woke up this morning feeling so shitty.. I am depressed. I miss him so much. This house is empty and is not the same. I need reassurance that it was the right thing to do. I feel like a murderer. I just want to hold my baby close and tell him everything's gonna be okay. He was a little over 12 years old.. His death was so abrupt. I don't know what to do with myself. Someone please save me from this agony.