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Hello all, I mostly need to vent today so that's what I'm going to do.
Today I woke up, take my son to school, come home and feed my kitties their wet food, and scoop the litter box. This is my morning routine.
Kitten didn't seem interested in her wet food, seemed very odd for her. Went to scoop the litter box and notice some small red looking pee spots in the box. While in the middle of scooping she hops in and tries to pee, what comes out is red. Pretty much freaking out at this point. Finish scooping the box in a panic, while watching her try to pee several more times. Vet doesn't open until 9:00, it was at the time, 8:45. Call my mom to pass time and freak out a little, as soon as it hits 9am I call the vet. Explain to the receptionist that my kitten may have a UTI and needs to be seen. She tries to schedule me for NEXT TUESDAY. I tell her my kitten is peeing blood and having troubles peeing, can she please be seen earlier than that?! She begrudgingly tells me they are usually booked but will see if she can fit me into a walk in. Was able to squeeze me in for tomorrow. I said thanks and hung up and started to cry because i wanted her seen today. After crying for a while I phoned my mom again and she told me of an animal hospital around here that she knew of, I phoned them and they were able to squeeze me into 11:30 between surgeries. That made me feel a little better and was happy I could get her seen today, so she wouldn't be in pain all day and potentially start urinating on everything. Went to the appointment and he said given her young age it was probably cystitis, felt her bladder and confirmed it was empty so that was a relief. Gave her a "fast acting shot" of something and gave me some clavamox. She felt better from the shot and has only tried to pee once since getting home and it was about normal sized.
But even though she seems like shes going to start feeling better I feel so terrible and did cry a few more times. She's so young, what if this problem persists her whole life? what if it is my fault? What if its because I can't afford to feed wet for every meal and only two out of three. I've spent so much time worrying about my male getting these troubles and somehow my female kitten ends up with it at the young age of 5 months old. She wasn't blocked and I don't believe she has any crystals, but I've spent so much time worrying about bladder infections and was feeling pretty confident in her hydration since she generally pees at least 5 times a day, that when I saw her having issues I panicked and couldn't believe it. I'm just so worried she'll be plagued with these issues forever since she's gotten it so young, while I also believe it could be a one time occurrence. I just can't stop feeling like I caused it because I feed a dry meal a day to help with calories and such since she is a kitten and needs a bunch. Considering I often don't have food to feed myself I can't really up what I spend a month on kitty food and its making me feel terribly. I didn't really choose to have 2 cats but my step dad found them at his work and my sister took 2 but couldn't take all 3 so I ultimately ended up with one of the kittens, the other option was shelter or send her back to his work, where she would get fed dry friskies or meow mix and not get any vet treatment. I felt that maybe she'd be better off with me with better quality foods and vet treatment when needed because I keep a good stash of back up money just for these issues.
I'm just feeling so guilty that i can not provide the best wet food for all meals and keep feeling like I should have just kept to having one cat. I can't stop thinking she's going to have continuous issues that I may not be able to afford. I knew I could add food onto my bills, vet visits for shots and spaying and occasional visits for when kitties get sick, just wasn't expecting to have so many issues with her I guess. I just now got her to having solid poops and was feeling good just to be greeted with cystitis. Mostly this was just a rant and it may or may not help me feel better, but I guess I do want to know if its more likely these is a one time occurrence or if it's more likely to happen a lot now that she's had an episode so early in her life.
Thanks for any answers and for the ability to rant~
Today I woke up, take my son to school, come home and feed my kitties their wet food, and scoop the litter box. This is my morning routine.
Kitten didn't seem interested in her wet food, seemed very odd for her. Went to scoop the litter box and notice some small red looking pee spots in the box. While in the middle of scooping she hops in and tries to pee, what comes out is red. Pretty much freaking out at this point. Finish scooping the box in a panic, while watching her try to pee several more times. Vet doesn't open until 9:00, it was at the time, 8:45. Call my mom to pass time and freak out a little, as soon as it hits 9am I call the vet. Explain to the receptionist that my kitten may have a UTI and needs to be seen. She tries to schedule me for NEXT TUESDAY. I tell her my kitten is peeing blood and having troubles peeing, can she please be seen earlier than that?! She begrudgingly tells me they are usually booked but will see if she can fit me into a walk in. Was able to squeeze me in for tomorrow. I said thanks and hung up and started to cry because i wanted her seen today. After crying for a while I phoned my mom again and she told me of an animal hospital around here that she knew of, I phoned them and they were able to squeeze me into 11:30 between surgeries. That made me feel a little better and was happy I could get her seen today, so she wouldn't be in pain all day and potentially start urinating on everything. Went to the appointment and he said given her young age it was probably cystitis, felt her bladder and confirmed it was empty so that was a relief. Gave her a "fast acting shot" of something and gave me some clavamox. She felt better from the shot and has only tried to pee once since getting home and it was about normal sized.
But even though she seems like shes going to start feeling better I feel so terrible and did cry a few more times. She's so young, what if this problem persists her whole life? what if it is my fault? What if its because I can't afford to feed wet for every meal and only two out of three. I've spent so much time worrying about my male getting these troubles and somehow my female kitten ends up with it at the young age of 5 months old. She wasn't blocked and I don't believe she has any crystals, but I've spent so much time worrying about bladder infections and was feeling pretty confident in her hydration since she generally pees at least 5 times a day, that when I saw her having issues I panicked and couldn't believe it. I'm just so worried she'll be plagued with these issues forever since she's gotten it so young, while I also believe it could be a one time occurrence. I just can't stop feeling like I caused it because I feed a dry meal a day to help with calories and such since she is a kitten and needs a bunch. Considering I often don't have food to feed myself I can't really up what I spend a month on kitty food and its making me feel terribly. I didn't really choose to have 2 cats but my step dad found them at his work and my sister took 2 but couldn't take all 3 so I ultimately ended up with one of the kittens, the other option was shelter or send her back to his work, where she would get fed dry friskies or meow mix and not get any vet treatment. I felt that maybe she'd be better off with me with better quality foods and vet treatment when needed because I keep a good stash of back up money just for these issues.
I'm just feeling so guilty that i can not provide the best wet food for all meals and keep feeling like I should have just kept to having one cat. I can't stop thinking she's going to have continuous issues that I may not be able to afford. I knew I could add food onto my bills, vet visits for shots and spaying and occasional visits for when kitties get sick, just wasn't expecting to have so many issues with her I guess. I just now got her to having solid poops and was feeling good just to be greeted with cystitis. Mostly this was just a rant and it may or may not help me feel better, but I guess I do want to know if its more likely these is a one time occurrence or if it's more likely to happen a lot now that she's had an episode so early in her life.
Thanks for any answers and for the ability to rant~
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