Sophie has nasal cancer

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It's with a heavy heart that I reach out to those that understand. My sweet, sweet Sophie has nasal cancer... Undifferentiated carcinoma. This is an aggressive cancer with a "poor to grave prognosis".

My sweet girl, only 8 years old... My heart is breaking for what is coming and having to say good bye. She was in "perfect health" until mid to late March. Her symptoms started very innocently. Head tilt that only lasted a few days... then a few sneezing fits... Then the head tilt returned with URI symptoms, clear nasal and eye drainage and noisy, "slurpy" breathing by the end of April. By May 18th, since prior standard treatment for an URI wasn't helping, Sophie was sedated to get "a better look". Our vet thought Sophie had nasopharyngeal polyps that weren't allowing the mucous to drain properly. Also a small amount of blood and mucous was draining from her left nostril. She biopsied some "polyp tissue" and it came back NON CANCEROUS! I was relieved but that was short lived. Dr Wolfe, our vet, had never performed a VBO (surgery to remove the nasopharyngeal polyps) and our city has no specialist with CT equipment or even scope for a rhinoscopy. The closest would be no less than a 5 hour drive. My vet agreed to do the surgery but wasn't available until mid July. Sophie was on antibiotics and was still 90% herself through June. Early July intermittent swelling across her nose and her eyes started happening and by the end of the second week the swelling was constant and her surgery was scheduled on the 22nd of July. My vet knew immediately that Sophie didn't need the VBO surgery as facial swelling does not happen with the polyps... She suspected cancer or a fungal infection. We decided to go ahead and sedate her and let Dr Wolfe "look around" and get a good tissue sample. I would have to wait an agonizing 12 days before I would get the histopathology report...CANCER! No sign of fungal infection present. Undifferentiated carcinoma, very aggressive, prognosis poor...palliative care.

I'm gutted even though I think I knew all along. She has been different since Monday. I think it's time but she's trying to let the whole family come to terms with it and say good bye. I have 3 children dd B 19 yrs, dd M 16 yrs and ds T 6 yrs. I'm going to miss my sweet, sweet Sophie more than I would have ever imagined! My beautiful Sophia Kitten with bunny soft fur you will always be a part of me!

Thanks for reading, I've wanted to post through it all but I have a hard time reaching out these days.
 

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@LotsofFur...I am so sorry  that you are going through this.
  Sending you extra hugs.
  

Sophie being only 8 years old, makes it all the harder to accept.

Maybe thinking of all the good moments you had with Sophie, and all the things she did to make you all smile and laugh, will make the saying good-bye, a little easier.

Telling her how great a cat she is.

Telling Sophie how you all love her, and how she made your lives better.

(I know Sophie already knows all this, but maybe it would make it a little easier on you all...though I know that nothing really makes saying good-bye easier.) 


Sending you, your family, and your sweet Sophie...only thoughts of Peace and Strength...to cope with this difficult time.
 
 

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My heart goes out to you and Sophie!!  I know it is horrible(I lost my girl to pancreatic cancer over a year ago), but keep in mind every single day is precious and a gift!  No one can predict the future, but what you can do is stay in the moment and enjoy every minute that you can with your precious girl.  Sending you my strongest prayers and comfort vibes and hugs.
 

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I'm sorry to hear the sad news about your Sophie [emoji]128546[/emoji] It really does seem unfair when our pets are ill and there's no way to help them [emoji]128532[/emoji]

I lost my first kitty to an inoperable cancerous tumor on his nose (I was never told the exact name of the cancer, but then I was only 16 so my uncle/vet probably only told my parents). He was only 11. And he also had that gurgly breathing and he snored really loud near the end.

I still miss him dearly, 6 years later [emoji]128546[/emoji]



Before the tumor showed up:
 
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Thank you! Your support means a lot to me.

Sophie is a great girl! She is, in my opinion, giving me little "parting gifts" to hold on to. Although she is on day #2 of hanging out in my closet, she is still eating when I bring her food and is still happy to see me. Her pain seems to be managed adequately, she's not anxious but I think she is just giving us time to say good-bye.

At 3 am she came out of her new spot and and used the litter box and escorted me around the kitchen... I always offer her food if she's in there. She decided to jump on the end of my bed and while my husband was sleeping. My oldest daughter and I spent time loving her and trying to soak in every detail. During this time of happy tears and quiet laughter we talked about Sophie's life and memorized the feel of her fur and all her beautiful tuxedo markings. Sophie was loving us back, kneading and purring and looking deep into our eyes. That is one of those "parting gifts" I referred to.

If I didn't KNOW that she had cancer, if I was still waiting on results, I think I would look at her gifts as hope that she would get better. I know that's not the case here. It's obvious that the cancer/tumor is growing and her facial changes aren't just swelling like I previously thought. I won't let her suffer anymore than she already has. I want to say goodbye before the neurological symptoms start. Her sweet, sweet face... My poor sweet girl. Once I finally settled in to sleep i felt her join me on the bed. She proceeded to come all the way up by my face and snuggle between me and hubby. She purred and stayed for about 20 minutes just letting me put my face in her fur and love her. I was happy in the moment and she gave me strength in knowing that our bond and love are eternal and I will be giving her my final act of love by letting her go.

A couple of my favorite markings are her little white tipped front paws. & on one of her back paws ,that are white, she has a perfect black rectangle. She's a gorgeous tuxedo with plush rabbit soft fur! [emoji]10084[/emoji]️
 

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oh no!! I am SO sorry!! I am shedding a few tears for you. My Floey will show her how to use her wings when its her time. I am so glad that she is allowing cuddling.Floey didn't want anything to do with cuddling on the bed in her last week. She preferred sitting in the window but did purr when we pet her and kiss her. I hate Cancer! Shedding tears for you. This is not fair. So very young at 8. I am so sorry again.

What did they send you home with meds? My floey was sent home with Cerenia and fluids. we did sub fluids when she couldn't eat anymore. they sent me home with transdermal gabapentin and Pepcid but they didn't work as well as injection meds. they also sent us home with bupre and prednisolone but we were not able to pill her.

You will be in my thoughts today. So very sorry again for the bad news. Sending your baby kisses and pets!
 
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Update:
Sophie is at peace. I was with her the whole time. My children and husband had said their good byes and if tears could have healed her she would be robust and healthy and laying in a sunbeam.

I have so much to say but my mind is spinning. Thank you to those that offered support and comfort... You are kindred spirits and know the love one has for their precious fur children[emoji]10084[/emoji]️

Fly free my sweet Sophie... Forever wouldn't have been enough!
 

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I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet girl.  RIP precious Sophie.
 
 
 
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My heart is with you and Sophie. January and I are sad for you too. :alright:
Do take care and see you around [emoji]128578[/emoji]
 

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@LotsofFur   I am so sorry for the loss of your dear sweet Sophie; I am glad you were able to be there with her. I hope it is a little bit more comfort to you knowing that she was surrounded by love. 

Fly Free Sweet Sophie and land softly at the Rainbow Bridge--You were so loved
 

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LotsOfFur LotsOfFur I am so truly sorry for your loss of precious little Sophie. I was so hoping after reading your post about her being so ill is that you would have some more time with her. She was still so young. Like you said, though, forever would not have been enough. We never have enough time with our kitties. Just always know that you loved her and did all you could. She loved you just as much. Again, I am so truly sorry!
RIP Sweet Sophie!
You were so loved and will always be missed!!
 

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@LotsofFur   I am so sorry for the loss of your Sophie.

What a gorgeous girl. I think these sweet animals, of ours, end up in heaven or across the bridge, doing whatever they want, running, playing and continuing their adventures.

My rainbow cat Spotty, also loved to lay in sunbeams...must be a tuxedo thing.

I think black and white tuxedo cats are pretty special and unique, and your previous post describing Sophie's markings does confirm that. White tipped paws and a perfect black rectangle on one of her back paws...you cannot get any more unique than that. The rectangle made me think she must have been a math teacher, in a previous life, or liked boxes and such. I also love the way the white part of her face seems to run down a straight line, and covers her throat/chest area. Beautiful indeed.

Again, I am sorry for your loss, and wish your entire family, humans and fur family, only peace and strength.
 

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I am so sorry for your loss,  I am thankful that you were there to comfort  her as she left for her next journey. Fly free sweet girl and be free from pain, you are loved by your family  
 
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