I happened to come across this from a link in another thread. This was very beautifully written and it brings me some peace, however I'm really struggling right now. My wonderful cat Buddy was diagnosed with some type of Neoplasia yesterday. The diagnosis really came out of nowhere. My vet said if we are able to manage his symptoms with medication, keep him eating and feeling ok then it may be about one month. She said if he doesn't respond to the medications we'll know pretty soon and when I bring him in on Wednesday for a follow up we may have to discuss his quality of life, which is just a sugar coated way of saying I'm going to have to make a decision and it's going to be soon.
Buddy was originally my grandmother's companion, she got him from an agency that provides cats to seniors and I know he had one owner before that as well. My grandma had him for about two years. When she had to move from independent living to assisted living she wasn't allowed to bring any pets so I offered to take him in and care for him. That was 7 years ago. My grandma passed away 3 years ago and he's all I have left of her.
I know I gave him the best life I possibly could, but right now knowing that doesn't make any of this hurt any less. The moment is coming and when it does I know I'll make the choice to end his pain, but just knowing that it's coming is shattering my heart into a million pieces.
Buddy was originally my grandmother's companion, she got him from an agency that provides cats to seniors and I know he had one owner before that as well. My grandma had him for about two years. When she had to move from independent living to assisted living she wasn't allowed to bring any pets so I offered to take him in and care for him. That was 7 years ago. My grandma passed away 3 years ago and he's all I have left of her.
I know I gave him the best life I possibly could, but right now knowing that doesn't make any of this hurt any less. The moment is coming and when it does I know I'll make the choice to end his pain, but just knowing that it's coming is shattering my heart into a million pieces.
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