Since yesterday, things have gone rapidly downhill, I don't know where to put myself or how to do anything right now - numb but crying. She is hiding, crouched, in pain, I got her codeine and Tramadol if I can get that in her, she is very dehydrated, tried to give her IV but she got out of my reach and I stopped it. No food.
My heart is breaking all over the place. She has been my dearest friend, my mother, my sister and ally for over 16 years. We were supposed to go together, not like this. what kind of world will this be without her in it? We've been on this journey together, solid. We had each other's backs. It seems like organ failure. For the life of me I don't know how I will get through this.
Keep us in your prayers.
Joy
My heart is breaking all over the place. She has been my dearest friend, my mother, my sister and ally for over 16 years. We were supposed to go together, not like this. what kind of world will this be without her in it? We've been on this journey together, solid. We had each other's backs. It seems like organ failure. For the life of me I don't know how I will get through this.
Keep us in your prayers.
Joy
