My Lion girl, from the moment i saw you i worried about you. Finding out you were homeless for 4 to 5 years and you had no one to love you made me sad. I wish to give you a home. The day i brought you in the door of what was to be your new home 20 mins later after a conversation with mrs Matilda the landlord who allowed you to stay the pure love and joy i had for you was very profound within me. Even tho your hair was so matted and your poor paws were a mess. You were MINE.! MINE!!! When. The dr did your surgery to fix your paw i worried sick over you. The mommy in me just wanted to hold you every second of the day. After you got the Very aptly named lion cut ,mama loved you no matter what with hair without hair looking funny as your hair grew and you started to fill in you were most beautiful even though you were beautiful before and you got to be a little more confident in a little less shy and a little more forthcoming with me on your feelings and how you were being in your new home and seeing you bloom like a flower made my heart filled with joy every time. I went to work I think about you all day and when I came home I was so happy to be with you and our weekends spent together whether you were sleeping on your window sill taking sun and I was cleaning your litter box and making your food those days were always filled with joy and as your journey kept coming through and when you got sick with the herpes and once I found out it was herpes and calicivirus and all the months of struggles and all the money I spent and all the medicines I gave you and the pills I shoved down your throat all for your benefit I still loved you I worried about you and I was hoping we could be together for a long time . After much struggle my lion your life had to come to an end you work too much in pain into much suffering and mama could not see you that way oh how I hurt me when the vet told me the words that I had to let go that you were too sick and there was no coming back from this how I cried for you for our time together I cried for every moment that you had to go through this . I hate those people who abandon you initially because it led to this virus taking your life but I am thankful to miss matilda would let you have a home I am thankful I was able to give you a home take care of you love you like you deserve to be and I know I did everything I could for you. I miss you so very much and you really really really were my cat soulmate.I feel a little lost without you I walk into the house and I want to say "momma is home" but you're not here. I want you to know that because of you I'm giving another kitty who is going to be sent to go over the rainbow if I don't save her life and because of the love I have for you I want to save another kitty .you will never be replaced it will only add to the love I felt for you to share you momma with another kitty. I will think of you every second and I still do and your loss has been very tough for me to deal with . Even though you're buried right next to the house and you're right next to mama I miss seeing your face and I miss hearing your hellos when you talk to me and I want you to know that you'll be forever my lion girl .and tyou were the best kitty ever and that you were so sweet and you fulfilled a part of me that I needed. two girls who were alone came together And loved each other and we gave each other on conditional love I sure miss you in my bed i so miss you on the windowsill taking in some sun and I shall miss hearing your hello's when you talk to me my Mishu you be at peace no more pain my baby I love you always and forever your mama .
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