I'm so sorry. I knew this day would come, but I wasn't ready yet. I doubt I ever would have been ready. We had 15 great years together, and you got me through some very hard times in my life. I hope you know I did what I think was best for you. This was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, but I knew how badly you were hurting. Sleep well, old friend. I hope we can somehow meet again.