Schrodie is becoming very combative now when I try to syringe feed him. I think it's in part due to pain, but also in part because I am having a hard time working the very large food syringe. It's just too big for my hands. I can't find a 30 ml size... I have a 60 ml and it's just FAR too big and hard for my hands (I have NEVER been able to manage a 60 with my very small hands!) My man is of NO help whatsoever with the care. In clinical, sometimes it took 2 of us to feed these guys successfully: one to hold the cat and one to work the food.
I know that if I go ahead with the FME, he'd need some help immediately afterwards. I haven't got any back-up. I don't think I can successfully manage him without a helper. Even in practice, this was often the case.
I know, I can do a tube but I still need some help with this guy that I won't have at home. I don't think he'd do well at all in hospital. This pain is not far to him. He is suffering and I can't allow that. He's refusing to even look at food now.
If only I had some help at home... I'm a GD furballling failure. Twenty five years in clinic and I can't even care for my own dadgum cat. What a furballing joke.
I think it's better if he is PTS. This isn't fair to him. Why spend all this time fighting him to EAT so he CAN have the treatment, if he just flat will not have anything to do with it and we lose our bond? Why keep a cat alive who wants NOTHING to do with the one who keeps him going? And I fear that he'll always associate food=pain and probably not eat even after we do the work.
I am thinking that it's probably the best for all, especially him.
I know that if I go ahead with the FME, he'd need some help immediately afterwards. I haven't got any back-up. I don't think I can successfully manage him without a helper. Even in practice, this was often the case.
I know, I can do a tube but I still need some help with this guy that I won't have at home. I don't think he'd do well at all in hospital. This pain is not far to him. He is suffering and I can't allow that. He's refusing to even look at food now.
If only I had some help at home... I'm a GD furballling failure. Twenty five years in clinic and I can't even care for my own dadgum cat. What a furballing joke.
I think it's better if he is PTS. This isn't fair to him. Why spend all this time fighting him to EAT so he CAN have the treatment, if he just flat will not have anything to do with it and we lose our bond? Why keep a cat alive who wants NOTHING to do with the one who keeps him going? And I fear that he'll always associate food=pain and probably not eat even after we do the work.
I am thinking that it's probably the best for all, especially him.
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