Has anyone been visited by a passed baby?

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i have a question.....have any of you been visited by your furbabies that have passed?
How did you get them to come? I have been praying  either of mine would come but they never have....this only make me sure they blame me for their untimely passing that they are unhappy with me I'd like to kow how I can try to get them to just see mo one time?
 

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You question is heartbreaking. Your cats knew they were loved. There are as many theories on what happens after death as there are broken hearts. There are communicators that seem to have a 100% rate of contacting your deceased pets and giving what seems at the time a sincere message that later you will most likely see as little more than the prophecy of a fortune cookie and just as generic.

That said I had a huge fluffy shape jump across the foot of my bed one night. A distinctive Kitten shaped silhouette and I nearly threw my e reader across the room. Real or wishful thinking ? I talk to Kitten like she's here sometimes. It's a what ever works kind of world.

Your cats aren't angry at you. You are angry at yourself for not being able to save them even when you logical mind tells you that you done your best.
 

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i have a question.....have any of you been visited by your furbabies that have passed?
How did you get them to come? I have been praying  either of mine would come but they never have....this only make me sure they blame me for their untimely passing that they are unhappy with me I'd like to kow how I can try to get them to just see mo one time?
Furkids? No. Late DH? Yes but I won't hijack your thread. 


If they are going to come, they will when they are ready to. You can't "get" them to. It might happen out of nowhere and they could come to you in a dream or what you might think is a dream. They don't always come though and this could very well be because they feel that there is no unfinished business. That meaning that they know exactly how much you love them and they love you just as much and they ALWAYS WILL. 

They DO NOT blame you for anything. They are not unhappy with you. They love you. They miss you too. They know that the time will come when they will get you back again and they will be just as happy to see you as you will be to see them. Your friendship will pick right back up again and it will last forever.

Until that time comes, please be kind to yourself. They would not want you to be putting yourself through this kind of torture. They would want you to keep the memories that you have of the time you spent with them close to you because that is exactly what they are doing with the memories that they have of you. 

I always say that the ones who go are the ones who have it easy. Those of us who are left behind really take the hit. We're the ones left with the grief, the tears and the "what ifs, would haves, could haves and should haves". They are gifted with peace and joy. 


Grieve for them. You have to. It's normal but as time goes on, you'll start to notice that memories of them make you smile more than they make you cry. When this happens, know that they are smiling along with you. 

I don't believe that grieving for a beloved animal is any different than grieving for a beloved human. You will get through this and we will help you. Just try to remember that your cats miss you too and they will never stop loving you. 
 
 
 

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We share our home with a spirit cat  About six years ago, two stray dogs came into our yard and killed Mr. Bosco.  He has stayed on with us ever since.  Archie and Lucy see him often.  I notice them watching Bosco as he enters or leaves the room.  Occasionally, they will jump down and follow him as he travels thru the house.

I can't usually see Bosco, though occasionally I catch a blurry glimpse from the corner of my eyes.  And I often feel his presence.  At night when I'm lying in bed, I sometimes feel him walk across my body and touch his nose to my leg, arm or face.  Overnight guests often report being awakened in the middle of the night by a cat kneading them or walking across their stomach.  They open their eyes, expecting to see Archie or Lucy, but see nothing.

At first, I worried that he lingered behind and did not cross over.  Now I understand that he chose to stay; it is where he wants be and where he feels loved.  
 

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When the time comes it will come. I remember when Clyde just passed I heard a little chirp. Then another occasion I heard a distinct meow. However I was crying non stop and holding his collar so my BF suggested maybe it was just my imagination. Today I took a nap. This was probably the best nap I've ever had. Me and Clyde would take cat naps together every afternoon after studying. This was our thing. Today in my dream I felt very cold. Plus I couldn't wake up. It felt very real. To the point where k didn't know if I was dreaming or awake. I saw Clyde he came up to my pillow and started to purr. I felt his fur and saw his beautiful green eyes. I scratched his chin. As I type I feel very emotional. I know he is with me. At the times we felt closest. When the time comes your kitty will appear. Maybe it's when you are eating and u feel a breeze and warmth. Or when you are watering your garden you hear a small chirp. Or it could be in a dream. Just know your kitty adored you. Animals can feel REAL love. They know who genuinely loves them.
 

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My Milo visited me in a dream for the first time several years after he passed, long after I'd given up hope that he would do so.  In my dream, he was just there and we spent a typical time together untouched by the thought of death..  There were no messages or underlying meaning.  It was just a chance to spend time with him again.  The next day, I woke up so happy to have had one more day with him and it did help with the loss.  

I hope your lost friends visit you, but there is nothing you can do to make them appear.    Since we really don't know anything about what happens after death, we don't know what it takes for them to make their presence known again.  For all you know, your babies may wish they could be with you again, but are unable to do so at this time.  Don't read anything into the fact that they haven't shown themselves yet.  My Wesley never has been back to see me, but he was a very special soul cat and there is no doubt in my mind that if he could contact me, he would.  Yours are probably the same.  They know you love and miss them.  Some day when the time is right, I hope they find their way to say hello.  
 

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The night after Cindy passed, I was laying in bed and distinctly heard the sound she used to make when she was eating her dry food off the mat (we put it on the mat so it was easier for her to eat it).  That was the sound that always used to alert me that she was in the room. I was exclaim, Cindy's here!  It was dark when I heard it, but I turned a light on and nothing was over there. The next night DH heard the same thing. I was downstairs and he called down to see if our other cat was down here with  me and he was.  I'm sure that was our little Cindy sending us a message.

After Darcy passed, nothing like that happened but one night, one month after her passing, I had a dream that she was there and I was following her trying to get her because I thought she was going to go in the road or somehow get hurt. When I got to a building and went to the back, she was there curled up in a bed with a little white kitten. I don't know if it's just wishful thinking that it was Darcy letting me know she is okay, but I hope that's what it was.
 

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Your babies would never be unhappy with you, they knew love and care on this earth and loved you with all their hearts, it is all they ever wanted. Sometimes the signs we look for more subtle then we can pick up on. My Chrissy left me a single distinctive ringed hair on my vanity for months after she died,on the following morning after she died, after a long, pain filled night, we implored to the heavens if she was safe and OK, and a falling star blazed sideways across the heavens! You may have to look for subtle almost invisible signs, such as that single hair, or 'feel' their presence on your cheek with the kiss of the wind,  or hear their purr on the breeze at night. I'm sure they can visit you in the dead of night in your deepest dreams, you just may not remember when you awake. I'll definitely pray that they send you comfort and some kind of sign, just open your heart and be extra observant. It could be a flower sprouting where none had before, or a beam of sunshine warming your skin like they used to do. Somehow you just know they are there. The bond you formed will be with forever, call their names and ask for their help. I'll keep you all in my thoughts and prayers and call on them to send you your wish! All the luck!
 

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We have had a visit from our Max, Speedboat, and Muffin. I keep hoping to see Mattie, who we lost last June. But it hasn't happened yet. I don't know why. When they came to visit we were not doing anything to try to get it to happen.

I do know it is possible. I don't know why it happens or doesn't happen. I think sometimes the Lord just allows it to happen because we need it as part of our healing process. That being said, I believe your cats always know how much you love them. Think on the good times and memories in your heart. Cry. It helps.
 
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I know...everyone is sick to death of me depressing them...the only reason I post is bc i have to get my feelings out ...I cannot help that i am in more pain than even I imagines I would be in and for so long but here I am..day in and day out...hiding it, masking it, stuffing it, drowning it but nothing helps...i hear myself telling him everyday before he left me and every day since how much i love him but im a hypocrite...i felt the love but my actions didn't say love i should have done more tried harder done anything to keep him with me at least until he was truly ready done more to fix him help him get better...other people are able to move on but im stuck in quicksand, every step forward sucks me in deeper.. i don't even have anything of his to hold and cry on bc when he went to the hospital we took him with his favorite matt so he'd feel safe and when i went to visit him i brought his favorite blankie to also help him feel safe..i knew id most likely not get those back but thought i had time to buy him new ones...and the robe i wrapped his poor body in i never got back from the crematorium...so i have nothing to touch physically...i miss him so much and hate myself so much more
 

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When I lost Ghost last year and searched for him. I had all but given up that he was gone for good. I searched and walked the roads daily calling for him and put up a flyer at the local store. He kept coming to me in dreams and I know he had crossed the bridge but I needed to find his body. I also knew that he was trying to tell me something. Finally I listened instead of trying to bring him back to me through my dreams. He showed me that I had not walked far enough.

That afternoon when I got home from work I walked farther than I knew he would have gone but I walked it anyway. I found his body on the side of the road. I collapsed beside him and cried. I stayed by him for nearly an hour before my daughter found me. She and my roommate had to make me leave him. I took some of his fur and went home. I slept (sort of) with his fur balled up in my hand that night. The next morning it was gone and I knew he was ok since I found him. He smelled like baby powder and every now and again I can smell him (no babies around) and feel so at ease knowing he is still watching over me.

To this day (even now) when I think about him I cry. Losing him was the hardest on me because he was my heart.

Your fur-babies will come to you maybe not in a dream but a whisper or a scent. When they do, you will know.
 

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I know...everyone is sick to death of me depressing them...the only reason I post is bc i have to get my feelings out ...I cannot help that i am in more pain than even I imagines I would be in and for so long but here I am..day in and day out...hiding it, masking it, stuffing it, drowning it but nothing helps...i hear myself telling him everyday before he left me and every day since how much i love him but im a hypocrite...i felt the love but my actions didn't say love i should have done more tried harder done anything to keep him with me at least until he was truly ready done more to fix him help him get better...other people are able to move on but im stuck in quicksand, every step forward sucks me in deeper.. i don't even have anything of his to hold and cry on bc when he went to the hospital we took him with his favorite matt so he'd feel safe and when i went to visit him i brought his favorite blankie to also help him feel safe..i knew id most likely not get those back but thought i had time to buy him new ones...and the robe i wrapped his poor body in i never got back from the crematorium...so i have nothing to touch physically...i miss him so much and hate myself so much more
Please let me assure you that no one here is sick to death of anything. You post as much as you need to. We understand and we want to help you through this. 


Why didn't the hospital give you his things back?? Did something happen to them that they couldn't? I'm so sorry that you don't have anything of his to hold. No toys or anything? 

It's absolutely normal to go back over everything that happened and second guess every thought and action. We all do this. "I could have done this, I should have done that". I know that it's hard to do but you need to stop. He knows how much you love him. He knew then and he still knows now. He would not want you to be doing this to yourself. 

He is at peace now, he made it safely to the bridge in the blink of an eye and he's safe and well. I read that when we are deeply grieving that it surrounds us almost like a shield and it makes it harder for us to recognize signs of a "visit". They can be so subtle. Just because you haven't seen or felt him yet doesn't mean that he isn't just waiting for the right time. The time when he knows that you will be ready. He is watching over you and he will continue to do so until the time comes for you to be reunited. He will be just as happy to see you as you will be to see him. 

If he were sitting beside you now and could tell you anything, do you think he'd want to talk about his last day? I don't. I think he'd want to thank you for giving him a wonderful life full of love and friendship. He would tell you that one day, when the time is right, that friendship will pick right back up again. He'd tell you that you NOT deserve the pain and torture that you are putting yourself through. You were, still are and always will be his best friend. Death cannot touch the bond that you share with him. 

Please be kind to yourself. You did everything you could. He knows that and he loves you. 
 
 
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i have a question.....have any of you been visited by your furbabies that have passed?
How did you get them to come? I have been praying  either of mine would come but they never have....this only make me sure they blame me for their untimely passing that they are unhappy with me I'd like to kow how I can try to get them to just see mo one time?
Perhaps they are always with you. 
I know...everyone is sick to death of me depressing them...the only reason I post is bc i have to get my feelings out ...I cannot help that i am in more pain than even I imagines I would be in and for so long but here I am..day in and day out...hiding it, masking it, stuffing it, drowning it but nothing helps...i hear myself telling him everyday before he left me and every day since how much i love him but im a hypocrite...i felt the love but my actions didn't say love i should have done more tried harder done anything to keep him with me at least until he was truly ready done more to fix him help him get better...other people are able to move on but im stuck in quicksand, every step forward sucks me in deeper.. i don't even have anything of his to hold and cry on bc when he went to the hospital we took him with his favorite matt so he'd feel safe and when i went to visit him i brought his favorite blankie to also help him feel safe..i knew id most likely not get those back but thought i had time to buy him new ones...and the robe i wrapped his poor body in i never got back from the crematorium...so i have nothing to touch physically...i miss him so much and hate myself so much more
You're kidding, right. This place is the very definition of "crazy cat person safe zone". No one will ever get sick of you talking about your little one. In fact, I want to hear more about your life with him please. Tell me everything, all the little secret ways he made you smile and laugh, and tell me about the moments he just made you feel warm and safe, seriously, if you feel strong enough, I'd love to know more about your relationship with this special kitty.

Oh, and by the way -wow. Listen to what you are writing. You took his favourite mat. You took his favourite blanket. Even when you must have been so terribly upset and worried you were still thinking about how you could make HIM feel safer, and lessen his pain, You have nothing to hate yourself for, no wonder he loved you.

Now, tell me about your cat :)
 
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@Gareth  is right about that. We all love hearing stories about ALL furbabies, past and present. I have come to realize that this is the ONLY place I can come to and talk about my kitties that have crossed the RB and not have to worry about bothering anyone. We all have lost our furry family members and we all know how bad it hurts so feel free to come in to vent and share stories or even just cry because we have all been there.

 
 

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@Gareth  is right about that. We all love hearing stories about ALL furbabies, past and present. I have come to realize that this is the ONLY place I can come to and talk about my kitties that have crossed the RB and not have to worry about bothering anyone. We all have lost our furry family members and we all know how bad it hurts so feel free to come in to vent and share stories or even just cry because we have all been there.

 
  Feel free to post pictures of him too. 
 
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thank you for asking about them

I rescued a pregnant momma cat named Boots, after a few weeks she had the babies and everything was fine until one day after about 5 weeks we noticed on of the kittens started to fall over while standing, then one day he had a seizure and could no longer use his hind legs. We named Him Georgie..he was such a sweet little guy, so playful even though he got around by scooting. He and I became super bonded and I know he was my soulmate. One day I came home late from work and he scooted his little self so fast across the living room to greet me! Georgie was such a doll!!! He had to be bathed in the bathroom sink because he was incontinent and he would always cuddle snuggle down in my blankets after and snooze away. He was such a wonder, he loved new things like when I would carry him to the store with me, or one night id had a bad day at work and he was particularly vocal about not wanting a bath ( three days before he passed) and I kind of snapped at him but felt so bad after I had him bundled up in a towel in the crook of my arm and gave him a kiss and noticed he was looking at my eyelashes ( I think I blinked) so I gave hina  butterfly kiss on his nose ...LoL the expression on his face was "WHAT was that????" and he reached for more! He used to lick my nose and wash his face with it when I kissed him LoL...one night he caught a bad cold and I saw he was breathing out of his mouth, I grabbed him up and we sat in the bathroom with the hot water running for steam while I rocked him and sang to him...he was better the next day and this was 2 weeks before he passed...I actually only had Georgie for about 5 weeks before he left me  Then a week later he had bad diarrhea and before I could even get him to the vet and get him rehyrddrated he passed away at 5AM Wed October 30 2013. I was devastated beyond comprehension and spiraled into the deepest depression I'd ever had for months. Then Boots came up pregnant again (she had a medical condition that delayed getting her fixed and she got out because we were all focused on Georgie)

In this litter she gave me Wobbles (Originally his name was Gizmo because he looked just like him lol) sadly I noticed he started to have the same symptoms as Georgie and I was set on not loving him bc I could not take losing him...I failed LoL he made sure I failed...he worked really hard to learn to walk and everyone helped him either by using a sling under his pelvis to help him strengthen his back legs and walking him around the house or putting those foam mats down so he could grip the floor (the house was all tile) until once day he never scooted again only walked albeit a bit wobbly (hence his name) ...I never got the chance financially to find out what was wrong, he seemed like his spine went past where it should, he was completely incontinent and he looked robotic from his hind when he walked. He learned to walk better and better and tried his darndest to use the litter boxes. He was the sweetest most determined cat I have. I should mention at this time up until he was about 8 months old we thought he was  she until one day we discovered a penis ...and I found out he was a crypt orchid. I was too terrified and income strapped to get him fixed I thought they would hurt him further. I wish I had done it anyway now. He was always by my side, always, he loved to have the webs of his toes massaged LoL...he never did purr not once but I know he felt loved. he loved to sit in the sunshine that came in from windows and doors and loved kittens. He would pull himself up onto my ottoman I  kept beside my bed so he could climb  into my bed too as he could not jump I also had a little blue bath mat on the floor right by the ottoman so he could lay on it when it was too hot to be on the ottoman or he wanted to be independent :)  my favorite thing was when he would sleep on the mat and while I sat on the ottoman id look down at him every so foten and say "you ok poppa?" and he'd look at me and give me that long slow blink...when he'd cuddle next to me on the couch and hold my arm with both paws wrapped around it for hours, how proud I felt and told the whole world when he finally swished his tail (it had been limp before that) He was such a sweet cat. Then one day he started to chew at his genital area (which is why I wish nowi had gotten him fixed I think this was the causeof all his troubles) and got infected. We want to the vet every time he did this. and I had to bath him everyday which he hated even though I gave him warm cat sade bubble baths lol...then one day I noticed his bottom was dry and realized he hadn't peed...the next day I came home early from work bc I had a bad feeling and found him standing under my bed shaking and drooling...we rushed him to the hospital where they spent 4 days trying to figure out what was wrong, they thought he had cancer on his penis and talked about a gender reassignment surgery but they discovered he actually had feces caked onto his penis ( I bathed him everyday but not well enough, I couldn’t touch his privates that much or he'd bite me) ...they kept him for 11 of the worst days of my life... then the day of one of my son's birthday I got the call that I could bring him home!!! I had to wait till the next day, which was a Monday, and I was so relieved to have him home but he was even happier! I opened his carte at the front door and he made a beeline for my room!

This were great the next two month but then he started chewing at his penis again, back to the vet again but within a week his skin somehow degraded and peeled off...I was totally broke and in-between paycheck and was terrified I did the very best I could for him but he got sicker and sicker no matter what ...I begged everyone to help me but no one wanted to they were tired of hearing about him then one day he got blocked again and I had to wait until the next day to take him but it was too late. I came home from work and he was really sick I was waiting for a ride to help me and he didn't make it. I was syringe feeding him formula bc he had gotten so weak but he vomited and aspirated it and then he passed away. The night before he climbed into bed with me, which he hadn't done in months , I think he knew he was dying...I should have done more I should have ..robbed a bank or something...I should never have left him like that for those says...he loved me and trusted me and I let him suffer and die like that....I didn’t try hard enough I should have done anything but I didn't and now he is gone and I miss the love he gave me and I deserve every ounce of pain I am feeling until I get to be with him again...I just wish he would visit me just once... the only time I saw him was the night he died...I thin I actually astroprojected that night bc I had a dream I saw him and my other cats that have passed looking  at the spot where we had a kitten born stillborn  a few years back but I realized I saw him in an Ariel view form my ceiling so I just saw the top of him ....

Im sorry this was so long...but thank you again for asking...it felt nice talking about them ..
 
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For some reason I can't attached pics but I will find a way lol
 

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Darlin, if you never read another word I write, and never understand another thing I try to express, please get this one:  The wonderful thing about cats is that even when we do something wrong, they don't hold grudges.  They forgive and move on.  They still love us.  That doesn't stop.

Now, you did all you knew and the best you could do for your babies, and you loved them beyond belief.  THIS is what they know and hold on to.  My prayer for you is that you can forgive yourself for something beyond your control, because your cats, I am certain, don't think there is anything to forgive.

Will they come visit you?  Perhaps.  And perhaps they have done so and are even now.  But you are so wrapped in your terrible sorrow that maybe, just maybe small, subtle things are not connecting.  Whether or not they come, they will be waiting for you, happy and healthy and ready to play.  But only when your natural time has come.

I hope you find some comfort.  I hope we help in some small way.  We know your pain, we've, almost all of us, lost before.  Talk all you want to.  Share your sorrow, share you stories, share pictures, and should your boyxsshow up, share that, as well!
 

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Darlin, if you never read another word I write, and never understand another thing I try to express, please get this one:  The wonderful thing about cats is that even when we do something wrong, they don't hold grudges.  They forgive and move on.  They still love us.  That doesn't stop.

Now, you did all you knew and the best you could do for your babies, and you loved them beyond belief.  THIS is what they know and hold on to.  My prayer for you is that you can forgive yourself for something beyond your control, because your cats, I am certain, don't think there is anything to forgive.

Will they come visit you?  Perhaps.  And perhaps they have done so and are even now.  But you are so wrapped in your terrible sorrow that maybe, just maybe small, subtle things are not connecting.  Whether or not they come, they will be waiting for you, happy and healthy and ready to play.  But only when your natural time has come.

I hope you find some comfort.  I hope we help in some small way.  We know your pain, we've, almost all of us, lost before.  Talk all you want to.  Share your sorrow, share you stories, share pictures, and should your boyxsshow up, share that, as well!
Well said!!!!  
 
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it is just really hard not to blame myself when I know his last few days were spent in such misery and he still STILL managed to give me the slow blink of "I love you momma" all the time ....when he needed help and I couldn't give it to him...i miss him and how close we re and it's very very hard not to think if i would have just tried harder we'd still be together...

i feel like an abusive  person bc he didn't realize i was the cause of the pain he felt he truly thought i was helping him bc he trusted me and I know I wasn't able to get him help...i should have just at the very least taken him to the vet and surrendered him so maybe he would have gotten the help he needed and adopted out to a better person who he could have bonded with ...i would have been crushed but not like i am now knowing no one will ever get to know him and love him again....he wasn't destined for that, he was too strong, too determined, he deserved someone better I was and am totally unworthy of his love

 

I thank everyone for being so supportive here and trying to help me but as u can see i think i am hopeless

so you can see by the end of his life I was a terrible mom to him I am sorry every single day and wish so badly I could turn back time...but i want to thank everyone for helping me ...
 
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