Did I do something wrong?

louann1977

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About two weeks ago I got 3 very cute kittens whose mom quit letting them nurse. I bottle fed them every three or four hours and they gained well. They were so cute. My biggest Chance was 13 ounces, Champ was 11 and Chewy was 10. I did everything I was supposed to do keeping them separated, feeding and helping them pee and poop. After about a week they began wanting to eat the food I offered and of course made a little mess but that food covered their little faces made my heart melt.

Then about four days ago they started crying wanting out to play from the laundry room and would climb the gate and jump over it to get to the kitchen. So I shut all the doors and moved the gate to my kitchen door and gave them more room. They were using the litter boxes well so the next day I allowed them the run of my down stairs by this time they were all about a pound a piece and doing well. A few hours later Chewy was following me around and playing. I didnt see Chance or Champ so I started looking under my chairs and couch. I found Chance sleeping under my couch. Still couldnt find Champ.

I moved some pillows and there was his little lifeless body. I tried blowing in his face and rubbing his belly but it didnt do no good. He was gone. My first thought was I or someone else stepped on him. But there was no sign of injury. The pillows wasnt heavy and he could have gotten out of them easy. If I just started looking for them a little earlier.

He was my little fighter and that is why I called him Champ. I would pick him up and he would start boxing. And give little meows. He was so cute. He was solid gray with a little white on his paws and like his nose and mouth was dipped in white. Its breaking my heart that he is gone. I only had him 2 weeks but he captured my heart. Today makes three days that he has been gone and its hard. What did I do wrong so I wont make the same mistake with others when I foster?
 

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How sad, I am so sorry this happened!   I know you will second-guess your every move, but I'm sure it wasn't anything that you did wrong.  Sometimes things like this just happen and it's beyond your control.  He may have been sick and just asymptomatic, or he may have had some kind of internal issue that arose quickly and killed him - you aren't going to be able to get a definite answer either way.

I'm sure you are doing a good job though since the other 2 kittens are thriving!  It always seems like these kinds of tragedies happen to your most favorite  one, doesn't it?  

Just curious, how old are your kittens now?   Depending on their age, you may need to start planning on starting their kitten vaccinations and de-worming.
 
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Thank you for your reply. I think they are five weeks old. I have found a home for Chance on Friday and they will be taking care of all of that for him. I will be keeping Chewy. I have to find a vet that will work with me on payments because I have so many. Unexpectedly I had someone show up with a stray a few days ago. I am up to 6 kittens now ranging from 6 weeks to 4 months. Someone gave me information on free spaying and neutering for them I just got to get them the rest. I feel a little overwhelmed sometimes but I love them. As soon as I get them spayed and worked up I am going to work on homes for a few.
 

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That's a big hug to you as a thank you for rescuing these three and because I'm so sorry this happened, and I know how it feels.

From what you described, you did nothing wrong. I know that's little comfort when these little ones pass away despite our best efforts. I've taken in many rescue cats over the years, especially at our home in the Philippines. The sad reality is that sometimes they just don't make it. It happens so often to stray kittens in the Philippines, seemingly without explanation, that the vets there call it FKS - Fading Kitten Syndrome.

This could well be tied to the reason the mother stopped feeding them. It's possible the she was sick herself, and passed along something to the kittens. It's possible all the babies are sick (but without symptoms, as jolie0216 mentioned). Maybe Champ was the runt and his immune system just wasn't up to the task of fighting off whatever it was.

Although I know this may not make you feel better, try to find solace in the fact that if you had not intervened Champ would have died sooner, on the streets, cold and hungry. For his short life you gave him a safe place with his siblings, food security, warmth and love. That's all any of us can really hope for, no matter how brief the life.

The next time you see a vet, talk to them about this experience and see if they have any advice from a medical standpoint for future reference. Two things we do (common practice in the Philippines) is deworm immediately and to start them on a liquid vitamin supplement to boost their immune system. When the kittens are really young, still nursing, there is some other critical care that has to take place, keeping them warm, feeding every few hours, etc. But for kittens this age you're just walking a tightrope, trying to get them to live long enough to develop a strong immune system and old enough to be vaccinated. Sometimes it's out of our hands.

Run free, little Champ.
 

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I'm very sorry for your loss. It sounds like you've been taking such great care of all of these kittens- what a wonderful person you are. When a kitten or cat passes away suddenly, it's natural to second guess yourself and wonder if you could have done something different to prevent the death. I've been there myself. All we can do is the best we can do, and sometimes despite our best efforts these things happen.  Champ was lucky to have had you care for him during his brief life, and he is at peace now and thankful for all you did for him.
 
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Thank you both so much. I had a big scare tonight. I got to where I couldn't find Chewy. I looked for over an hour. Where he is so small and dark it was hard to see him. I got to where I was moving my furniture so I could find him. Finally he was balled up all fuzzy under my couch. He is just so cute. He is the smallest only 10 ounces when I got him and he is up to 14 now. He looks like a little black pouf when he is all balled up.

They have been pooping on their own for about a week but Chance meows every time he goes. Has been since he started. I had another kitten that did it til he got a little older. How would I know if It was serious? He is fine every other time. Just meows when he goes and when he is hungry.
 

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He may be a vocal cat. We have one who announces when he poops. We've gotten used to hearing him yell proudly from his favorite litter box.

I hope you are using non-clumping litter for the smallest kittens. They are just like babies - everything goes into their mouths and clumping litter would cause tummy troubles.

So sorry about Champ. You did everything you could for him.
 
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