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Miss Fuzz, my 14-year-old indoor long-haired kitty who I had since she was a kitten, died on Friday. I don't know when since I was at work and found her in the litter box after I came home. I don't know how long she had been gone but full rigor mortis was there. She had the prettiest green eyes that everyone, I mean -everyone-, would always comment on and she was my baby girl, my little princess, and she kept the boys in their place. She was all of 10 pounds at her heaviest and around 7 when she died. She had hyperthyroidism for the past 1.5 years and had been on medication for this. Earlier this year, around March, she stopped eating and we went to the vet three days in a row. I assistive fed her (nicer than saying force fed) for a few days and then she started eating again, quickly gaining some of the weight she had lost. Since then, she'd been happy, loud (as usual), and her usual princess self. I don't know what happened and was not expecting to find her dead. Needless to say, I was in shock and am heartbroken though there isn't any use for playing the 'what if' game...what if I had been home earlier, would I have been with her when she died instead of her dying alone and in her litter box? I have three other cats and it breaks my heart when Vader, two years older than her and her grooming/fighting buddy, walks around and meows for her, trying to find out what happened (I showed him her body, as I did with the others). I won't get to hear her yell at me for food, or see her prance/run into the pantry to shake her tail at the wall, or have her smack my cheek (usually without claws) for when she wanted to get under the covers to cuddle. I don't get to hear her sing with me (she'd finish the line for me) or dance around the house with her anymore. My heart hurts so much and this just sucks. I don't want to adult any more...but I will just like I'll keep her in my heart and hear her in my memories.
I know she's up playing with the pets who have gone before her, mine, my parent's, and my brother's, and that she's giving them all hell and loving every minute of being the princess she is.
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I know she's up playing with the pets who have gone before her, mine, my parent's, and my brother's, and that she's giving them all hell and loving every minute of being the princess she is.
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