I know I haven't been here in a while but
March 23, 1996 to August 19 2015. He was almost 19 1/2 years. He went peacefully today unlike Razzle in 2012. Had the vet come to me. So glad i did or Geet's would of freaked and i would have a panic attack. Geets was friendly and came out to see who it was when the vet came not knowing this was the end. I was a little upset because his veins collapsed from his disease that the vet had to poke a few times for a vein and it hurt him, but it truly let me know how sick he was. It wasn't her fault. She wanted to get into a vein instead of muscle as the sedative would work faster. It did work fast. I cried before he was gone but i stayed with him till the end. He was end stage kidney disease
I buried him at a friend's house with his favorite teddy bear. As i was bringing him to the hole the bag ripped. Thank god i had the teddy bear over him. Then on the way home i just cried and still am. I had to get rid of his bowls, cat food, food i was force feeding, etc.
He was only 8.2 lbs but he was just bones and i knew it was just going to get worse. I had been putting it off because he still had a little energy and was 8.2 lbs and not 5 lbs.
I got him when he was 5 weeks old. I'll do a memorial of him when i can stop crying. It took me a year to do Razzle's memorial cause i just couldn't do it before then. I try to remember he's not suffering any more but it's so hard. and i feel so guilty i didn't take better care of him. All those years he gave me such meaning to life.
I asked him to say hello to Razzle at Rainbow Bridge and how much i missed him and that i will met them both when i die. I asked him to come in a good dream with Razzle to know they are ok.
Your favorite chair is vacant now
No eager purrs to greet me
No softly padded paws to run
Ecstatically to meet me
No coaxing rubs, no plaintive cry
Will say it's time for feeding
I've put away you bowls, and all
the things you won't be needing
But i will miss you little friend
For i could never measure
The happiness you brought me
The comfort and the pleasure
And since God put you here to share
In earthly joy and sorrow
I'm sure there'll be a place for you
In Heaven's bright tomorrow
By Alice Chase
Goodbye
With a heavy heart and a tear in my eye
After all these years i must say goodbye
Please understand I've done all i could
It there was anything i could do, you know i would
I'm sitting right here gently rubbing your ears
While i talk to you softly trying to hold back the tears
The memories you gave me I'll never forget
Especially the ones of the day we met
One last hug and one last kiss
You have no idea how much you'll be missed
To look into your eyes this one last time
You tell me it's ok you know it's you time
Close your eyes now and go to sleep
I'll pray to the Angels your soul they will keep
Go in peace now my good little friend
I'll stay right here with you until the end
So with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes
Just for now my friend i must say goodbye.
Author unknown
Your tail is forever wrapped around my heart and your bright eyes shine forever in my mind. Every time i think of you your right here in my heart. Love you, love you always. You left paw prints on my heart and let a hole in there too that can never be filled.
Good bye my sweet little Geets
You mommy
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Razzle-he left paw prints on my heart. Love you, love you always.
March 23, 1996 to August 19 2015. He was almost 19 1/2 years. He went peacefully today unlike Razzle in 2012. Had the vet come to me. So glad i did or Geet's would of freaked and i would have a panic attack. Geets was friendly and came out to see who it was when the vet came not knowing this was the end. I was a little upset because his veins collapsed from his disease that the vet had to poke a few times for a vein and it hurt him, but it truly let me know how sick he was. It wasn't her fault. She wanted to get into a vein instead of muscle as the sedative would work faster. It did work fast. I cried before he was gone but i stayed with him till the end. He was end stage kidney disease
I buried him at a friend's house with his favorite teddy bear. As i was bringing him to the hole the bag ripped. Thank god i had the teddy bear over him. Then on the way home i just cried and still am. I had to get rid of his bowls, cat food, food i was force feeding, etc.
He was only 8.2 lbs but he was just bones and i knew it was just going to get worse. I had been putting it off because he still had a little energy and was 8.2 lbs and not 5 lbs.
I got him when he was 5 weeks old. I'll do a memorial of him when i can stop crying. It took me a year to do Razzle's memorial cause i just couldn't do it before then. I try to remember he's not suffering any more but it's so hard. and i feel so guilty i didn't take better care of him. All those years he gave me such meaning to life.
I asked him to say hello to Razzle at Rainbow Bridge and how much i missed him and that i will met them both when i die. I asked him to come in a good dream with Razzle to know they are ok.
Your favorite chair is vacant now
No eager purrs to greet me
No softly padded paws to run
Ecstatically to meet me
No coaxing rubs, no plaintive cry
Will say it's time for feeding
I've put away you bowls, and all
the things you won't be needing
But i will miss you little friend
For i could never measure
The happiness you brought me
The comfort and the pleasure
And since God put you here to share
In earthly joy and sorrow
I'm sure there'll be a place for you
In Heaven's bright tomorrow
By Alice Chase
Goodbye
With a heavy heart and a tear in my eye
After all these years i must say goodbye
Please understand I've done all i could
It there was anything i could do, you know i would
I'm sitting right here gently rubbing your ears
While i talk to you softly trying to hold back the tears
The memories you gave me I'll never forget
Especially the ones of the day we met
One last hug and one last kiss
You have no idea how much you'll be missed
To look into your eyes this one last time
You tell me it's ok you know it's you time
Close your eyes now and go to sleep
I'll pray to the Angels your soul they will keep
Go in peace now my good little friend
I'll stay right here with you until the end
So with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes
Just for now my friend i must say goodbye.
Author unknown
Your tail is forever wrapped around my heart and your bright eyes shine forever in my mind. Every time i think of you your right here in my heart. Love you, love you always. You left paw prints on my heart and let a hole in there too that can never be filled.
Good bye my sweet little Geets
You mommy
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Razzle-he left paw prints on my heart. Love you, love you always.
