Missing my kitty

hi im dan filipino  from united arab emirates,working here in dubai and i have pet name abbas,he is 1year and 4 months of me his with me every time i assigned to other emirates his with me he was so friendly,lovable cat and lot of friends.

 nice white color with some grey in mix,we experience this kind of accidents and its hurt for me to recall for those day happened.

   last 3 days ago here in u.a.e celebrated a holiday ied for the muslims celebration,i've noticed  abbas experience this kind of situation panting not normal on breath,no fever nor flue,no appetite to eat.

and i'm starting to worried about him and i didn't think it will come to worst happen we decide with my partner to search some 24/7 vet clinic coz of holiday no one is open that day.(july 17.2015)

 luckily we got.we bring it there and its emergency the put oxygen check the heart bit every minute,putting some dextrose,but its so sad when the doctors did not sure if they can cure it,so when i saw him he was so strong and you can see him  fighting.when my last visit to him i talk to him  i saw his eyes he want to go home with me but i cant,its really hurt if you see someone you loved suffering,..

we go home with my partner waiting for update for the vet doctors,after 4 hours we got a call from them,so so bad news bout him,we need to come back urgently to vet to  talk  and decide,

the doctor cant do anymore for abbas its getting worst  and he gave us an option.1st we will do the euthanize for abbas which is he will sleep forever without suffering or we will take home and same situation for abbas which is suffering.?

if you have this kind of situation what you will do??

for me i cant decide it yet..when i visit him to see him its really hurt,when he saw me approaching him he standing and crying we're crying both coz i dont want to lost him but on the last hour i cant see him suffering struggle of what he have,because as for my self its really hurt to see him like that..its a hard decision just to gave up with someone you love, that someone treat you like your own son,family,and true friend..so we decided to do the euthanize.abbas passed away on my hand while i talked to him....asking for sorry and say thanks for our beautiful memories here in earth and soon we will gonna meet again....

 abbas passed away 17.of june at 5pm in the afternoon.... until now i cant move on we're still grieving on him,missed him so bad....

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              thanks a lot.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    dan

I'm very sorry for your loss. 

I think you made the right decision to end you're cat's distress.

hi

  thanks for the reply...and for the concern,yes its a hard decision ..until now i cant move on even i cant eat to think him so much missing him so much..

I'm so sorry you lost Abbas. He sounds like a very special cat who loved you very much - you must have made him very happy. It's so hard when we lose our cats. They are not here with us nearly long enough. Your story made me very sad and I hope with time the memories of the good times will bring you some comfort.

I'm very sorry for your loss. That's a very tough decision to have to make, but one you took in his best interests to avoid suffering. RIP, Abbas

It's so very hard to watch someone you love suffering. You did the only option that was available that ended that suffering and I'm sure Abbas understood what you did you did out of love. If you would have brought him home you would have prolonged the agony and then would have punished yourself for not ending it sooner. If there is no hope for recovery the only option is to comfort and to take on the pain as your own broken heart. My heart goes out to you, to lose a family member in this way is tragic, and I know the pain is unbearable at times. Please accept my condolences, I hope that we can comfort you in your time of need by sharing your burden. It helps to talk to those who have been through this pain and want to comfort others, like you, who feel so lost and helpless.Take comfort in your precious memories and try not to dwell on the end, it brings nothing but heartache. I'll keep you both in my thoughts, it hurts so very much to lose the one you love in such a horrible manner, please take care......................RIP sweet Abbas, you were greatly loved and will never be forgotten!  

hi

  thanks for the concerns and reply,,,now and always thinking him and i felt every time i got home  from work his there,...

hi guys thanks for all replies and concerns about us,...his very special to me i love him not only for a pet but for my own son,..i know im so very attached with him,but for now a way to remove the pain and hurt what i felt is to reveal our memories,videos and pictures,,,i keep posting on my fb acccount to show them how i loved him so much and why he so very special to me..
this is one of my special stolen photos,(by my housemate)

this moment i was sicked and leave from work,that time my room i left the door open just incase something happen to me,

when my housemate accidentally passing my room she saw abbas watching me while i'm sleeping,i don't know what he thinking about me,all i know he's my guardian angel all the time,so my housemate amaze to him he is my side all the time that's why she took a pic.and sent it to me when i walked up......

its hurt to me  to lost like this kind of a true friend you have,a treasure that you can't hug and kissed him forever..

What a great photo.  Abbas obviously loved you very much.  You must have given him a wonderful life.

yes i will..... i will update u here when i will get and to bring home back my baby after the cremation....i will bring him back to my apartment where we live...i choice a nice and preety urns for him too to my love.

I'm so sorry for your loss and your partner's loss, as well.  Beautiful Abbas, it warms my heart knowing how much he was loved.

Beautiful Abbas 

His at home already.....yesterday afternoon...

Awww.  That's a lovely memorial to him.  I know how much it hurts to be without him.  My heart goes out to you.  I hope with time you can find some comfort in knowing that you made him very happy and that he loved you very much.