June 23, 2015 - July 8, 2015
"If loved could have saved you, you would have lived forever."
It is so hard to breath after such a loss. I grew so attached to this sweetheart during our time together.
On June 26th, I found this angel in the middle of the road, covered in fleas...three days old. I nursed him back to life. He was doing so great. Loved his bottle, loved his cuddles, his nest, and especially his mama. I have never bonded with an animal so much, as I did with my sweet Grav-Grav. Within a two-hour period, everything changed. He went from having an amazing appetite and being a purry, happy kitten...to a lethargic kitten with no interest in the bottle or anything. My baby went from fading, to thriving, to fading again. My heart slowly broke into a million tiny pieces. We went to the vet yesterday, and they did what they thought would make a difference...we came home with antibiotics and everything, but little did we know, God had another plan for my sweet baby boy early this morning after I got to cuddle and hold him one last time. I had never buried a pet before, I always got someone to do it for me...but with Gravity, I had such a different connection. I was there for every minute he was with me, so I seen it through, that I did everything for him, and that meant laying him to rest too. I buried him with his favorite blanket, and his little pal, toy frog he always snuggled up with in his nest.
Gravity, I love you so much...from the second I laid my eyes on you and for the rest of my life, I will remember and cherish every moment we had together. You made me realize what matters in life and what doesn't. I was going through so much in my life, and then we found each other. You were my Gravity. You brought me back down to my center...made me feel such an overwhelming peace. I was looking forward to many, many years together with you. I think that is why it hurt so deeply. I had already envisioned you growing up and how long we would be together. I hope you know I loved you with every fiber of my being and did everything I could for you. You will forever have a huge piece of my heart...I miss you, I love you...my sweet, strong Gravity Baby.
RIP my sweet Angel.