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I suffer from anxiety, & being out of town for days causes me to get anxious and wanna go home already. I had to go out of town for 3 days and I left a lot of food and water for my cat, a lot more than necessary because I just wanna be at ease that she won't starve and has more than enough water to drink. I come back Sunday morning but I want to go home now. I live 4-5 hours away from where Im visiting. This isn't the first time I leave my cat for 3 days. However every time I go out of town I tend to start worrying and overthinking. I can't seem to cope being far away and Sunday is taking forever to get here. I made sure all doors and windows were properly closed and locked, & I left the kitchen light on . I left 4 bowls of food and water, even though she finishes one whole bowl of food in 2 days. And I didn't even bring my blankets with me in case she wanted to snuggle under them like she usually does. But I still worry about her. I think about worse case scenarios and it worries me even more that I start to panic and want to rush home to make sure she's ok. I am not used to leaving her and I don't think I ever will. I miss her so much, and waiting for tomorrow to end is torture for me. It's making me depressed and I can't socialize with my family because my mind is somewhere else. :'(
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