I know I'll never get over losing Smokey. It was September 26th that she went to the brige, I realized over the weekend that even though I though I wasn't still deep in the greiving process I have been. I have distanced myself from my freinds & have not been going to chruch or seeing them. Something made me think about it this weekend & I realized that I didn't want to have any fun. I didn't want to be happy, I just wanted to be alone in my appartment not feeling anything. This past weekend I spent some time with my freinds & had a good time. We laughed a lot & it felt good. The last time I did something with them all I could think about was getting home, but not yesterday. I didn't want to leave when it was time to go I wanted to keep having a good time. So I hope I'm over the worst of it now, but I'm wondering is it unusal to greive deeply for the loss of a pet for almost three months? I wasn't crying or anything, I think I was in the depresion phase where I just wanted to be alone.
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12/15/03 at 3:00pm