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My poor little boy, Polly, died last Thursday of lymphoma. I loved him so much. I am finding the pain unbearable.
I am so sorry for your loss of your beautiful kitty Polly. It is very hard i know and you will cry for sometime even without the drugs that are pulling you down. I lost my beloved lotto a year and a half ago. He was old, nearly 20, and I'd had him since he was 3 months old. He was sent to rainbow bridge at home. I was very ill after and ended up in hospital. I now have 2 new cats who do not replace him but I love them very much. When you miss the weight of him on your knee and you're slowly healing might be the time to think of adopting a kitten.
I am sorry for your loss.I am so sorry for your loss. I lost Mr. Grimsby a day later. Igo to bed crying and wake up crying. He used to sleep with me, or on the heated pillow next to my bed. Every time I walk into the bedroom, I expect to see him looking up at me expectantly. So, I printed off a photo I have of him (you can see it in my thread about Mr. Grimsby and me), bought a locket, and put some of his fur in it. I attached the locket and his rabies tag to a charm bracelet and hung it over the picture frame. I stood two candles behind it on my bedside table. So now I do see his beautiful face when I go to bed at night and wake up in the morning.
I'm also spending a lot of time on Catsite and Tanya's CKD Loss Group. As Dalimili suggests, it helps to write things down. And it really helps to share your pain with this group. I think we've all been there and know exactly what you're going through.
It's been five days now and I'm adjusting to my loss. It will take a long time, but I know that Mr. Grimsby is no longer suffering and that comforts me somewhat.
I hope you recover soon from your surgery. At least, maybe you can sit outside at Polly's grave and keep him company while you recover.
BTW, how did Polly get his name?
Best regards,
Phyllis