Well, its been a year since my baby Zen crossed the bridge. I have spent most of today in tears. I cry for him often, along with crying for my daddy. I don't really know how I have survived all this. I miss Zen terribly. He was the cat of my dreams. He was my child. He was my best friend. He was my soulmate cat. He was the the one male I have managed to keep a relationship with long term, except my daddy, who is gone too. I feel heartbroken and sad beyond words today. I took a nature walk yesterday and tried to feel his sweet kitty spirit in the air, but it was to no avail. He was not fond of the outdoors anyways. I miss his fur, so soft, his special kitty kisses, and his love. I have no other cat lovers around me. It hurts. Need some support...kind words...Feeling so down. Here is his photo...such a beauty...my little lovebug!