Well right now she has concentrated on helping me, and hasn't made touch with him yet. She lives in Canada. But because I have used her before, I know she truly has the gift and she will reach out to him after he runs through the tests. Then she will tell me what he needs. She scolded me yesterday for being so fearful. I was really stressed when I talked to her and she told me I needed to get back to my quiet place where I can hear him, and listen to what he has to say. We talked for quite awhile and then I went and sat in his stall and just listened for a long time. I finally heard him, when I stepped away from the fear I carried that he might die and he told me that everything will be okay and I needed to relax. Today with the vet, he was really keyed up and I had to explain to the vet that all the procedures being done, the equipment needed to be shown to Racer before it was used on him or he wouldn't stop dancing around. The vet thought I was certifiable- that ole left-brain only thinking the vet does, but he allowed me to show Racer the films, the machine, the tape and everything, and Racer calmed right down. Afterward, he asked me what I did, and I told him, I just listened to him. It is interesting to me that I have two horses, but can only really communicate and hear one of them. I guess because we bonded that one day long ago when he was in isolation and almost died.
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12/16/03 at 9:07pm