Hello,
It's been a while since I have posted my 2 year old Maine Coon mix suddenly passed away right in front of me. He was playing and was acting completely normal and he let out a strange sound and fell over. Within just a minute he was gone. He was diagnosed in 2/2013 with a heart murmur. He had 3 echocardiograms and was taking his beta blockers as prescribed. I don't even know what to say. I can barely believe he is gone. I loved him so much and I was trying so hard to make sure he was getting the best care. He had a cardiologist and saw his regular vet. Not one day did he miss a pill. I knew with his cardiomyopathy diagnosis he most likely wouldn't live to be a senior but I honestly didn't believe he would be gone at only 2 years of age. I took him to his vet, she said he had a clot from the cardiomyopathy. It's just not sitting well right now, he was fine one minute and gone the next. I understand that he had a serious heart condition I just don't know what more I could or should have done. I have been through this before but somehow it doesn't help make it any easier. I would like to believe that I gave him a home and never let one day pass that I didn't tell him I loved him. With his heart condition I made extra sure to say "I love you" whenever I left for work. I am having a hard time understanding, I knew it would happen I just can't get the image of it happening out of my mind. Maybe the hardest part is I was told by a friends mom animals don't go to heaven. I need to believe that he is okay right now and that I didn't let him down. I have to believe animals go to heaven and one day we will see them again. He made my life better, that I am positive of. All I feel today is that he is gone, despite the best possible medical care and all the love in the world. I know this was a long post and thank you for reading. I adopted him before I knew he had hcm and loved him wholeheartedly. I have never experienced an animal passing suddenly, I didn't have a moment to try to prepare, not that you are ever prepared. As grateful as I am that he did not suffer, it certainly doesn't make things any easier for those of us that watched them pass. Thank you again for reading my post maybe someone has some thoughts about one day seeing our pets again. I certainly wasn't expecting to hear "they don't go to heaven, they go someplace we can never see them again".
Karen
It's been a while since I have posted my 2 year old Maine Coon mix suddenly passed away right in front of me. He was playing and was acting completely normal and he let out a strange sound and fell over. Within just a minute he was gone. He was diagnosed in 2/2013 with a heart murmur. He had 3 echocardiograms and was taking his beta blockers as prescribed. I don't even know what to say. I can barely believe he is gone. I loved him so much and I was trying so hard to make sure he was getting the best care. He had a cardiologist and saw his regular vet. Not one day did he miss a pill. I knew with his cardiomyopathy diagnosis he most likely wouldn't live to be a senior but I honestly didn't believe he would be gone at only 2 years of age. I took him to his vet, she said he had a clot from the cardiomyopathy. It's just not sitting well right now, he was fine one minute and gone the next. I understand that he had a serious heart condition I just don't know what more I could or should have done. I have been through this before but somehow it doesn't help make it any easier. I would like to believe that I gave him a home and never let one day pass that I didn't tell him I loved him. With his heart condition I made extra sure to say "I love you" whenever I left for work. I am having a hard time understanding, I knew it would happen I just can't get the image of it happening out of my mind. Maybe the hardest part is I was told by a friends mom animals don't go to heaven. I need to believe that he is okay right now and that I didn't let him down. I have to believe animals go to heaven and one day we will see them again. He made my life better, that I am positive of. All I feel today is that he is gone, despite the best possible medical care and all the love in the world. I know this was a long post and thank you for reading. I adopted him before I knew he had hcm and loved him wholeheartedly. I have never experienced an animal passing suddenly, I didn't have a moment to try to prepare, not that you are ever prepared. As grateful as I am that he did not suffer, it certainly doesn't make things any easier for those of us that watched them pass. Thank you again for reading my post maybe someone has some thoughts about one day seeing our pets again. I certainly wasn't expecting to hear "they don't go to heaven, they go someplace we can never see them again".
Karen