Goodbye Sweet William

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Every night I take a moment to kiss William and wish him a good night.  Tonight I shed a few tears and I finally looked at his little picture and told him that I don't want to cry any more because he only made me happy.  I sat down tonight and wrote a thank you note to his vet.  I also erased the last picture the vet sent me of him with his feeding tube from my computer.  I don't want that to be the last image I had of my beautiful boy.  I'm slowly shedding the circumstances of his death and I hope that soon I'm left with the beautiful memories that we had together.  Friday will be two weeks.  It feels like he's been gone a few days and forever.  
 
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I dreamed of William last night.  The big lug had climbed up into bed with myself and Little Girl.  He paused to give Little Girl a few licks on the head like he always did before he settled down to sleep in my arms.  I miss moments like that so much but it felt so good to have that dream.  I know that William is still here with us.  I know that he can hear me.  It's the little things that help get me through the days.
 
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William, you keep creeping into my thoughts tonight.  I have to wondering if you're thinking about me as well right now.  It's been days since I've cried about you, but I've found myself shedding tears all night.  I miss you a lot right now.  I really wish you were here to snuggle or to make me laugh.  I wish you were here to play with me and Little Girl.  I simply wish....
 

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William, you keep creeping into my thoughts tonight.  I have to wondering if you're thinking about me as well right now.  It's been days since I've cried about you, but I've found myself shedding tears all night.  I miss you a lot right now.  I really wish you were here to snuggle or to make me laugh.  I wish you were here to play with me and Little Girl.  I simply wish....
Me and my Sally are with you and your Sweet William. We are with you in your thoughts and when you are feeling bad and shedding tears and missing your baby....let's all hold tight to one another.
 
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I miss you, William.  That's all I can really say right now.  I miss you.
 
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One month ago today I got the news that you were gone.  Life has gone on without you, my sweet boy, but no one has forgotten you.  We still talk about you every single day.  In fact, just the other day we were talking about how much your little sister has learned from you.  Most importantly, I can think about you without shedding tears.  I can talk about you when people ask questions.  I can look at your pictures and not feel horrendous guilt.  I know all of that is because you're still here with me.

I want you to know, Sweet William, that I think about you often and I still love you like I did the first moment that I saw you.  That love is never going to go away.
 
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I love you, Mr. Man.  I miss having you around this house and hearing your sweet purr.
 

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I'm awaiting my Min's ashes today... will be bitter sweet...as right now it seems as if it will feel so good to have "her" home, but yet still emotional. God bless you with comfort as you mourn the loss of your sweet lil guy. Min's sister Mikki also has been acting "different", but I hope that will change quickly...hard to see your other kitty grieving when you can't 'communicate" to them what's transpired.
 
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2 1/2 months.  It's gone by really fast and that's a bit frightening.  So much has changed without you here, William, but I still feel that you are here with us.  I know that you're still enjoying these moments in our lives.  To say that I miss you is an understatement.  I would give anything in the world to have you here.  
 

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I've been very moved by your posts about Sweet William. Some kitties just get under our skin like this. He sounds like such a wonderful, sweet, fun kitty.

I have a special kitty that I still miss, even though it's been over ten years. I don't cry for him anymore, but I still miss him. 

Keep us updated, and I hope that the time will be right soon for another kitty in your household. I'm a big advocate in giving another kitty in need a home, when one is lost. But I understand that everyone's "time" to do that is different.
 
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William was my soul mate in a lot of ways.  I don't know of anyone that met him that isn't still hurting about his loss.

I've been thinking about a new cat since I lost him.  I'm thinking in April, which is when he was born, I'll go and find another one to bring home.  For right now, Little Girl and I are just enjoying each other and trying to live each day without him.  I worry that she's lonely without me home when I work, but she seems to be incredible resilient.  William wasn't the kind of cat that is forgotten easily.
 
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You've been on my mind a lot today, William.  I know that you were right there with me today, giving me all of the luck that I needed to get things done.  I wish you were here to hug today.  I would give anything just to hear your big purr one more time as we get ready for bed.  Little Girl misses you.  I miss you.  
 
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Thinking about you today, William.  Wish you were here to snuggle with.
 

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[emoji]128542[/emoji] I know... sorry for your sadness.
 

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So sorry for your loss. I lost my beloved Rascal (aka Poofy Poof) a year ago and it's still so painful. I too kept his favorite things and have them with his cremation box. I had even requested his paw prints and a snip of fur from his tummy. He was part Main Coon and had really cute curly fur there.
I love all my babies, but he was "the one". He had come into my life at the worst time of my life, after my ex stole my kids to another state. Had it not been for Rascal needing to be nurtured, having been the runt and neglected by his real mommy, I really don't know what I would've done. Forever I will here the tiny ltitle plop he would make on the hard wood floor as he leaped off my bed (all 2 lbs of him, lol) to meet his new mama at the door.
People say it gets better, and I know it will, but for me it still hasnt. I can talk a little about him, but his pictures still cause a meltdown. For now all I have is knowing he feels better now and my eyes were the last thing he saw as he passed.
RIP Rascal, William, and all the other beloved kitties waiting for us on Rainbow Bridge.
 

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have you all thought of getting another kitty to love on them in honor of your kitties that have passed?
 

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I already had 3 others besides Rascal and just recently adopted a baby we found outside with a bad eye, so they're a nice distraction.
 
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