Hey guys. Whew, I've been so busy lately. I've doing fine, as long as I don't think about Alex. I really am doing pretty well. I go out virtually every night with one friend or another, and I've been staying active. I've been doing better in school now that I don't have to juggle watching out for Alex and wedding planning. I've lost weight (a whole size, woohoo!!). I'm less stressed now that I only worry about myself, instead of wondering if Alex will follow through on his commitments, too. So things are OK.
I still am lonely sometimes, and I do miss him. But he's been making me mad. He said he'd open a new bank account, since he works at a bank and it would be easier for him. (We have joint accounts.) He said he'd let me use the joint one as my own until I could open a new one. Well, he's still been using the joint one!!!!
Grrrrr . . . this is just not cool. I'm going to go have to pull my share out of there now, which just makes things all the more complicated. It really gets me that he said he wouldn't and then he did. So, I don't know what's going to happen there.
Well, just wanted to say hi to you guys, and let you know I'm still here. I just don't have regular access to a computer like I used to, so I can't come around as often.
I still am lonely sometimes, and I do miss him. But he's been making me mad. He said he'd open a new bank account, since he works at a bank and it would be easier for him. (We have joint accounts.) He said he'd let me use the joint one as my own until I could open a new one. Well, he's still been using the joint one!!!!
Well, just wanted to say hi to you guys, and let you know I'm still here. I just don't have regular access to a computer like I used to, so I can't come around as often.