My beautiful baby boy Toolouse passed away several months ago, and I almost can't take seeing his picture This cat was born right in my bathroom along with his brother (thank goodness I still have) had them all there lives... He was only 1 1/2 years old and went into kidney failure, and it really took me by surprise my young boy had this problem. My husband and I did everything we possibly could until enough was just enough and we couldn't put him through anymore and we made the very hard decision to let him go. I had to take him myself that day and the morning of I spent every moment with him on the couch snuggled up in his favorite blanket, he was very weak but still managed to purr the whole time....Long story short, my heart is still in pieces over him. I cant hardly talk about him when someone asks where he is, I cant stand to see his picture...I have had cats for my entire life and this one passing away has really done a number on me. Any advice for moving on? Some people just look at me like I'm crazy or like my parents say "it's just a cat".....it makes me want to come unglued when I hear that!! Just had to vent tonight, found myself upset and crying over him again. Comments are very much appreciated!!