~~Yesterday at 11:40 she stopped breathing.
I took her to the vet to have her spirit released from her body. She passed as the tech got the needle in her arm to put her to sleep. She had just started pushing in the fluid. She deteriorated too fast.
My whole world has crumbled. She was the most special kitty in the world. She was a special needs kitty who never really aged mentally. She was very cuddly and spent most of her time on or near me. She loved her Daddy very much. Every morning she was on his lap for her morning spank and face scratch. Then to me for her morning nap and cuddle. She loved to sit between me and my monitor while I was playing MMOs or just surfing the net. She would sit on my mousepad, then get mad at me for tickling the furs on her tummy playing my video games and clicking my mouse buttons. I slept without her for the first night in years. I woke up without her.
I'm just sitting and staring into space and either crying or feeling nothing. The last 9 years and 9 months were spent with her being the center of my universe. I would be so happy to see her every time I got home. ... My life is just empty now. I know it will get better, everything does. But when ever I was down about anything at all, she would come and lay on me. Her little face on my cheek and her arm around my neck. I will never feel that again. Nothing made the world better then she did.
My cat MyRage had gotten out of the house and met some Toms. She was pregnant, but lost the kittens, and went through all the hormone changes. That was what brought me to TCS. The shelter got 3 3 week old kittens and MyRage fostered them until they were old enough to adopt. Ladi NyghtShade was the black manx in the bunch. She never moved out.
I helped bottle feed them because MyRage wasn't producing enough milk. I watched her grow. She was my baby. I can't have kids, and she was mine. My husband and I split up November 2nd and it was pretty hard on Shadey. I found out last Thursday she had cancer (Lymphoma). Her daddy spent all the time he could with her. He stayed the night the last few nights. We fed her bacon, ham, seafood soft kitty food. We cuddled with her and loved her. We did everything in the world to make sure she knew how important she was to us.
Ladi NyghtShade
6.4.04 - 3.18.14
She will be forever loved and missed. No cat will ever take her place in my heart. She was my soulcat.
I took her to the vet to have her spirit released from her body. She passed as the tech got the needle in her arm to put her to sleep. She had just started pushing in the fluid. She deteriorated too fast.
My whole world has crumbled. She was the most special kitty in the world. She was a special needs kitty who never really aged mentally. She was very cuddly and spent most of her time on or near me. She loved her Daddy very much. Every morning she was on his lap for her morning spank and face scratch. Then to me for her morning nap and cuddle. She loved to sit between me and my monitor while I was playing MMOs or just surfing the net. She would sit on my mousepad, then get mad at me for tickling the furs on her tummy playing my video games and clicking my mouse buttons. I slept without her for the first night in years. I woke up without her.
I'm just sitting and staring into space and either crying or feeling nothing. The last 9 years and 9 months were spent with her being the center of my universe. I would be so happy to see her every time I got home. ... My life is just empty now. I know it will get better, everything does. But when ever I was down about anything at all, she would come and lay on me. Her little face on my cheek and her arm around my neck. I will never feel that again. Nothing made the world better then she did.
My cat MyRage had gotten out of the house and met some Toms. She was pregnant, but lost the kittens, and went through all the hormone changes. That was what brought me to TCS. The shelter got 3 3 week old kittens and MyRage fostered them until they were old enough to adopt. Ladi NyghtShade was the black manx in the bunch. She never moved out.
I helped bottle feed them because MyRage wasn't producing enough milk. I watched her grow. She was my baby. I can't have kids, and she was mine. My husband and I split up November 2nd and it was pretty hard on Shadey. I found out last Thursday she had cancer (Lymphoma). Her daddy spent all the time he could with her. He stayed the night the last few nights. We fed her bacon, ham, seafood soft kitty food. We cuddled with her and loved her. We did everything in the world to make sure she knew how important she was to us.
Ladi NyghtShade
6.4.04 - 3.18.14
She will be forever loved and missed. No cat will ever take her place in my heart. She was my soulcat.
RIP Ladi NyghtShade. 
so sorry for your loss.. 
