- Joined
- Nov 9, 2013
- Messages
- 15
- Purraise
- 10
My Roxy was diagnosed with two heart defects a few months ago after going into CHF. After a couple of rough weeks she pulled through and seemed to be well even though she was still a sick girl. Today I brought her to the vet for a checkup today even though I was worried the stress would be too much for her. I knew deep down inside she might not be able to handle it. I thought about canceling my appointment but I wanted the vet to confirm any worries I had about her condition and OK an increase in her medicine.
I wish I hadn't because she had a heart attack and passed away. It kills me because I knew the X-rays were too stressful for her and I told myself no X-rays but then I didn't say no when the time came. I wanted to know if her lungs were getting better. And that's when it happened. I'm so sad because I feel like it's my fault. She was doing ok considering before this and I put her in a stressful situation that she couldn't handle and her heart gave out. I feel like I betrayed her. I know in the end it was only a matter of time but if I didn't bring her to the vet today I would've had her with me for a few more weeks/months. Maybe longer. In the end she was scared and stressed. I feel terribly guilty. I miss her stinky breath and her little paws and her whiney little voice.
I wish I hadn't because she had a heart attack and passed away. It kills me because I knew the X-rays were too stressful for her and I told myself no X-rays but then I didn't say no when the time came. I wanted to know if her lungs were getting better. And that's when it happened. I'm so sad because I feel like it's my fault. She was doing ok considering before this and I put her in a stressful situation that she couldn't handle and her heart gave out. I feel like I betrayed her. I know in the end it was only a matter of time but if I didn't bring her to the vet today I would've had her with me for a few more weeks/months. Maybe longer. In the end she was scared and stressed. I feel terribly guilty. I miss her stinky breath and her little paws and her whiney little voice.