Making difficult decision with Midori today

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I am taking Midori in for what most likely will be the final appt. today with the doctor after a long decline. To make a long story short: we'd been trying unsuccessfully to medicate her for hyper thyroid for the last year and a half. Finally switched from transdermal in the ear which she disliked and was only getting half dose to medicated treats (try this if you have an unpillable hyper-t cat -so much better!) anyways we've been getting her full dose into her for 1 1/2mos. Last week my mom commented that her nails looked really long, time for a trim. She's been sort of hiding upstairs in a spare bedroom, but still eating like a horse. We've been bringing everything to her. Still gets up to use box, but mostly just stays on this bed. 

I took one look at the nails and noticed immediately one very infected claw on 3 out of 4 feet! to the vet we went... Got na antibiotic shot and some clorhex for soaking those feet. Initially Vet thought it was bacterial or fungal. so we started with the easy thing -lets try bacteria first and then fungal. discouraged to know she's lost more weight down to 5lbs and change even after the change in hyoer-t meds, so we drew bloodwork...

Midori hates the foot soaking and the feet didn't seem to get better. On tues we got call from Vet. Good news: thyroid levels look normal, bad news the continued wasting and the secondary foot infection look like something systemic. Not good news... 1. Possibly cancer, there is even a lung tumor in cats that goes after the feet like this, or simply her condition which is very fragile has made her vunerable to a secondary infection. 2. Less likely: rare auto-immune disease in cats that attacks bone and soft tissue in cats' feet. Can't even remember the name of this disease. We declined diagnostics on cancer as we will not treat her for it anyways, just make her comfortable. Was going to take her in today for a steroid shot, if its #2 it might help, and if she's got #1 might make her feel better anyways. We swapped out the chlorhex soaks for wipes as she hates it and has been hiding in the closet. Yesterday when I pulled her out for lunch -she still eats ravenously but won't come out for it, she bleed on me -probably from one of the feet. This morning we ganged up on her to do the chlorhex wipes and I noticed that her back feet are worse 2 large infected toes, bubbling puss and black on the ends. She cried the whole time. Big tears down her cheeks. I am suspicious the toes are non-viable even if we could make her better. She's not in a position to do well under anesthesia in her current condition, so I called up the Vet to change the appt. to possible euthanasia. She was clearly suffering this morning.

Aya is stressed out too. She avoids her and going upststairs except to my room and boxes and kibble dish. If I come down smelling like Midori she hisses and attacks. She has always been good at the redirected aggression thing. but she clearly misses her playmate, and is wanting lots of love and tree+cat wand time.

Picture of Midori in better times 2007?. She is 12 more or less now, we really don't know as she came from the Humane society approx. age 4yrs in 2006:

 

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I'm extremely sorry to hear Midori is so sick. It's such a tough decision to have to make, even when you know her quality of life has deteriorated so much. :vibes::vibes::vibes: for strength for you and a peaceful crossing for your beloved Midori.
 

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I'm so sorry. :hugs: You'll be in my thoughts today. :heart2:
 

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I am so sorry to read this. While this decision is so tough, it is one made with love. It does sound like Midori is suffering, and if you can't make her more comfortable, it may be the best choice, as heartbreaking as it is. :( Many vibes for Midori and lots of hugs for you.
 

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I'm so sorry. It's certainly a hard decision and I'll be sending many vibes yours and Midori's way.
 
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Thank you very much friends for your support, Midori peacefully passed over the bridge around 1pm today. We had a wonderful snuggle before she went. The Vet staff at VCA Brown Animal hospital was awesome and it went about as well as a euthanasia can. She will be joining our other rainbow bridge kitties in the back field as soon as the ground thaws enough to put her there.
 

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I'm so, so sorry. Even though you knew it was most likely the outcome, in no way does it make it easier. Major :hugs: to you and Aya. RIP sweet Midori. :rbheart:
 

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So very sorry for your loss Lyrajean.   May sweet Midori rest in peace.  I hope you will be comforted in the coming days & years that you gave her a good life, made wonderful memories & that she is now pain free.
 

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I am so sorry for your loss. Words fail to say much when we receive such a great blow to the heart and soul. Let us share your pain and give what comfort we can, beautiful Midori is free of suffering now and waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge. She was greatly loved and gave you her love in return, you were blessed to have known her. Take care, I'll keep you in my thoughts. RIP beautiful Midori!
 
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